Wishing stars ♥

Tumblr! :D

2011-02-09T22:09:00.001-08:00

I'm on tumblr now and it is so freaking addictive, I tell you! :P

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D-Day!

2011-01-23T09:57:00.000-08:00

Its the day tommorow! The making or the breaking of me.. I'm freaking out big time.
The nerves had been around me.. for a week! :\
Even when I was down with flu and took those drowsy medicine, NO, I just cant sleep. FML

I have panic attack whenever I'm getting my results. ~~I am emotionally unstable~~
I remembered how I used to breakdown and cry in the car when I'm on my way to school to get my SPM results. YES, I BURST OUT CRYING IN THAT 10 MINUTES JOURNEY TO SCHOOL :\ HAHAHAHA Oh well, at least I know that my tear glands are really.. active? :P

Then, it was my AS results. I think I've practically annoyed and irritated everyone close to me. Mad paranoid. I have sleepless nights for a week and I kept babbling about how bad my results will be. Low self esteem. DAI EMO DAI :\ ...or maybe I knew I've screwed up my papers! And it turns out to be right, I've screwed up my Physics Paper3.. Thank God that its not a high weightage paper.

BUT, its different this time. I knew how my condition was when I was sitting for my final papers.. I wasnt in the zone at all! I've let things controlled my mind, distracted me from studies.. and I've got no one to blame but myself. Le sigh. No point regretting now.. What's done is done. Ahhhhh, all I can do now is hoping for the best tmw :(

Nyeh! ♥

2011-01-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

Life's been hectic recently and I'm enjoying every single bit of it :D
I've dropped 4 kgs! ;) ...3 more kgs to my target! Woots!

I've cut my hair! A few inches shorter to be exact.
New year, new haircut, new colour too ;)
...and I think I've gone a lil bit overboard with the colour this time HAHAHAH
Its too bright for me. I feel wild :P

Decisions have been made ( I would like to believe so )
Environmental engineering, material engineering or civil engineering... and all of them sounded so 'big-big' for me. I'm still thinking of aeronautics and chemical though. Ahhhh, can I dont make any decision?! :(

I'm NOT ready to leave home!
Staying at home everyday now makes me even more heavy-hearted to leave.
I'm not going to lie. I'm so freaking dependent on my family! ( plus my kakak too ) :\
I cant even find my own stuff by myself without the help of my sis.. I'm such a cow! HAHAHAH :P
Plus, falling sick lately makes me wonder.. Who will take care of me when I'm in uni? :( Emo*
The next hobby of mine besides sleeping is falling sick :\ I'm weak like that! Lol!
I used to fall sick almost every week when I'm in secondary school. Flu is my soulmate, fever is my best friend. I dont need a reason for them to pay me a visit. I fall sick randomly. One moment I'm okay, the very next moment, you'll see tonnes of tissue paper around me. I think I have a malfunction nose. Hahahaha :P

Will upload my new hair colour pics asap! :)

Guitar & Make up!

2011-01-05T09:57:00.000-08:00

I have the world's silliest mum.

Mummy ; Me

I've registered you for make up course d. Only three lessons.

Huh? What make up course? = =

Big girl d. Need to learn how to apply make up and stuff d.

I dont understand lo.. I thought I told you that I wanna go for guitar lessons?

Dont need to go for guitar lessons. Dont bring another trash back at home.

Nooooooooooo! Look into my eyes. I'm serious with guitar this time. Heheh

Its okay. Next time when you go uni, go get a bf who knows how to play guitar and ask him to teach you la. Both of you can play together somemore. So nice!

Duwan! I want him to play violin one.

You what also want one la

See, now I know why I'm like this! HAHAHAHAH

I need to cheer up my blog. I've been posting up too many gloomy and emo posts. Tsk

First

2011-01-01T12:27:00.000-08:00

This is the very first time that I'm so afraid, so worried.
I am so worn out yet I just couldnt fall asleep.
Was on my bed for an hour plus, tried playing sudoku to make myself sleepy, tried listening to emo songs.. No, I just cant sleep! :(
Instead of sleeping, my tears rolled down.
Tears that I've been holding up throughout the day.. I've lost it.

It was hard to see him lying on that bed again. It was hard to leave that room.
It was hard to see everyone standing by the side of his bed, asking about him...
It was even harder to know that.. that man is my dad.

...and I finally realized how love can bring the whole family together..
It was the first time I saw love from my grandpa towards my dad..
Will never forget his teary red eyes staring into me, telling my dad's condition.. His soft hands gently rubbing my dad's forehead just to make sure that he's okay.. Walking back and forth along the corridor coz the nerves are getting on him.. He actually do care about his son.

My mum cried. She finally cried. The last time I saw her cry was during my granddad's funeral.. 9 years ago. The tough, strong iron lady in my life.. The woman that did not break down even though she was diagnosed with a tumour in her chest, the woman that taught me how precious are tears to females ( I cry very easily :\ ).. She broke down today.. It was heartbreaking

I had a really longgggggggggg day today. Its 2011, I'm going to be 20 soon!
I'm starting to feel the responsibility as the eldest child in the family. I'm feeling the urge to act like a twenty year old eldest sis who is able to take care of her younger siblings. I.am.afraid. Time to grow up, Sze :(

Be strong, pa..

Come back soon ♥

This is definitely not the best way to start the year... :(

Big Step

2010-12-26T12:12:00.000-08:00

Decisions. I have big decisions to make!
I'm so afraid to take a step ahead, to decide on which course to take, which uni to go!
I'm so fickle-minded and I think I might had just wasted my previous uni applications :\

I'm clueless of what/who I wanna be. Which engineering courses to choose?! FML
Been rooting for Chemical Engineering for two years and.. I've lost by interest by now.
Its not that appealing anymore plus I'll be having a tough time to find for job after my degree.
My dream of working at those platforms in the middle of the sea, travelling from one platform to another with helicopter, working for only 2 weeks per month.. blablabla, has just crashed like that when I found out how limited job offers are there for me! Those petrol company have their own freaking scholars! How am I going to compete with them? :\

Then, parents asked me to consider bout Civil Engineering.
First thing that came to my mind : Those yellow-Phua-Chu-Kang boots!!
Thats the minor part of it... I still have those yellow helmets, goggles and neon coloured vest!
I'll look like one of those those illegal immigrants who swam across the sea just to get a living here on construction sites. Sad.

And.. since I'm giving Civil Eng some thoughts, Architecture came into my mind!
Googled info-s bout it and was really hyped up till I realized that I cant draw a straight line!
Yes, you read that, I cant draw the simplest thing! Even if I am provided with ruler.. the line will still be crooked. Hmm... Look at the Leaning Tower of Pisa.. maybe straight lines doenst matter that much? :P

I cant see myself clicking with any of those courses! :S
Engineering is a big word to me. I'm so afraid that I cant take it :(

After reading this post... I feel like a bimbo D:

Breakdown

2010-12-20T12:16:00.001-08:00

The wall around my heart is breaking down.. The gates around my tear glands are opening.. I'm not happy. I'm not! I'm in pain :( Damn, the pain just wouldn't go away! Tsk. Ten years later, I'll make sure my babies appreciate their mama more than their papa! Tell me how not to appreciate women who can bleed for a week and did not die from insufficiency of blood? :P Gosh, the hormones are definitely taking a toll on my emotions.

Back To November

2010-12-12T10:07:00.000-08:00

I'm so glad you are happy right now

How's life? Tell me,how you're doing

It has really been for awhile..

You've been good, busier than ever

We've been like the monsoon raining weather

So dark and cold, perfect strangers

Because our last date, that Thursday night

Is still burned in the back of my mind

We watched movie, our thirtieth movie

So this is me realizing my fault

thinking that you will not

let go, holding on till the end...

And I'll go back to November all the time

It turns out we were both falling fast for nothing

Wishing I'd realized what we had when we were friends..

I'll go back to November, change my mind and make it alright

I'll go back to November all the time..

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back all your sweet deeds

When your birthday passed, and I didnt call...

Then I think about moments, all the beautiful times

How you appeared as the saviour of my life

Midnight calls just to cheer me up

And the surprises, the hoodie, the tablets touched my heart

This is how we started off, and all we have now is goodbye

So this is me realizing my fault

thinking that you will not

let go, holding on till the end...

And I'll go back to November all the time

It turns out we weer both falling fast for nothing

Wishing I'd realized what we had when we were friends..

I'll go back to November, change my mind and make it alright

I'll go back to November all the time..

I miss your tan skin, your big eyes

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that November night

The first time you ever watched me sleep

Maybe this is foolish thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

I was silly enough, I swear I was happy

I'd go back in time and change it, but I cant

So all I left to do was to, realize it...

So this is it finally, I am

waking up, facing it

no point turning back and be sad..

And now I'm grateful for you

It turns out you've opened my eyes to the world

Realized how harsh reality are supposed to be...

And I'll go back to November, cherishing everything we had

I'll go back to November, wishing you are once real to me

I'll go back to November all the time..

All the time...

Finally. Finally. Finally I'm alright :)
It was a bittersweet experience and now I'm learning how to cherish it..
Yes, it takes a very long time for me to recover this time.. Dont wanna repeat the same mistake by depending my feelings on others to heal. Imma standing up on my own, yo! :D

Retail therapy plays a very big and important role too! :P

Taylor Swift - Back To December - CMA Awards 2010 HD

2010-12-12T09:54:00.000-08:00

Weeeeee~

2010-11-18T05:50:00.001-08:00

Finally, I have all the time in the world to dive myself in books!! Woots~ Bought these two from MPH tdy.. Ahhhh, Sophie Kinsella's new book!! Mini Shopaholic! :D I'm in love! :)

Rays

2010-11-13T07:34:00.001-08:00

I'm still finding the light at the end of the tunnel. I thought I've found it, I thought I've saw the light rays.. But I was wrong. I'm tired to know that I'm wrong. I'm afraid to take a step forward. I'm afraid that I'll be taking the wrong step again.. I.need.to.stop.thinking!

ONE

2010-11-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

One more paper to gooooooooooooo! :D
And I'll have be free.. ~~forever~~! :P

I've been staying in Penang for the past weeks. I felt so independent! HAHAHAH
I've washed my first sink of plates!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peeled and sliced potatoes!
Make my own bed everyday! *jumps up and down*

I finally felt like a.. functional girl! HAHAHAHAH :P
Dad got so excited and asked me to stay longer in Penang so that I get to wash toilet too = =

If you know me well enough, you'll know that folding clothes and YoongSze can never be together! Lol
Guess what?!
No, I didnt miraculously knew how to fold my clothes for my stay there. All my dirty clothes are squashed, smashed and thrown into my laundry bag for a week to bring them back to BM to wash.
I've tried to fold. I've tried my best :( But.. they're even messier after being folded. FML
Urm...Why bother to fold when they're going to be washed rite? :\

Folding clothes is such a pain in the ass. I dont know whats wrong with my hands.. they'll never fold clothes neatly what more symmetrically :( I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO FOLD MY CLOTHES! Pfffftttt!
Or... I shall use tonnes of hangers to hang my clothes! :D

WHY

2010-10-28T09:44:00.000-07:00

Why them? :(
Both dad and bro were admitted to the hospital today.

Just when I thought everything is going to be alright, things starting to fall apart again. I'm not fine.

Beautiful Sunday ♥

2010-10-24T07:39:00.000-07:00

Its been such a longgg time since I've spent my Sunday at home. I miss spending the day at home, studying :) My comfort zone :D Spent the whole day facing books and went out for dinner with the family to celebrate my cousin's birthday! Kids are growing up so fast these days. I feel old :\

Went flea market with my babe, Vincci, yesterday! We went on the wrong night. There was a car event going on. The crowd was.. Spectacular! Full of la-s and beng-s.. just to see the lala cars. No offence, but I really HATE modified cars. I don't get the point of buying a proton/perodua car and modify it into a wannabe sports car! NO, it doesnt work that way! If you cant afford a sports car, stfu and drive your Proton! D:

Back to flea market, I finally bought the metal wired hairband thinggy! Went there on purpose to get it ;) Yes, I'm so excited bout this, I know I've 'announced' this on Fb :P

I've cut my hair short! :P

We had Milo McFlurry before going back. Ahhhh, its ORGASMIC! It tasted so goooooood :D

Vincci is a freak! She finished up that whole thing in.. 5 minutes?! o.O

Single, Mingle, Jingle

2010-10-23T10:38:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to get a grip of my life! *jumps around*
I'm starting to adapt to this new single life thinggy. I've been attached to someone since... I was 14? Have been depending on someone for such a long time. Four years with my first and half a year with my second one. Its time to learn how to be independent! :D

I've been hurt by love, cried out uncountable litres of tears, lost faith and trust.. I've made mistakes but I'm not regretting them :) Falling in love with someone is easy but falling out is never an easy one. Climbing up alone this time is definitely tougher than the previous time when I relied on him to be out of it. Having a bunch of great friends around me just made me realized that... Friends are always better than lovers :) They'll never leave you like how you bf/gf does. Alright, maybe they do.. but you'll never feel the same agony.

When two individuals meet, they either become story or history. I've ruined two friendships.. especially the second one. Really missed those times when we're just friends T__T Damn, no more debate partner and singing mate! Pfffftttt >< People come and go, Sze.. Wait for the right one who stays :D They came for a reason, created memories together, taught you a life lesson... and made you who you are today.

I'm experiencing my life from a whole new different perspective. I feel so new to this 'alone' world! FML I had a really tough time to adapt to this new life at the beginning. I have to do everything by myself! :O Its so tiring =.= ( If you know me well enough, you'll know that I'm actually VERY dependent! D: ) But now.. I've accomplished a lot of things alone! I'm so proud! WOOTS!

I did my FIRST reverse parking ALL BY MYSELF! Few months back, I wouldnt even bother to try reverse parking unless my ex is by my side to steer the steering wheel :\
I drive around all by myself most of the days. No, I'm not proud of this. I ~~HATE~~ DISLIKE DRIVING! I personally thinks that I'm not a driving material :P
I make decisions on my own :) Damn proud of this lor! My brain is always in its subconscious state unless I'm studying. I hardly think! Little things like.. Should I go for this or that? Should I do this or that? - My ex will automatically make all these decisions for me. I was mentally retarded :O
I manage to sleep without any lullaby or goodnight kiss! Dont give me that look! Lol. When I was with my ex-es, I'll be insomniac if I didnt get to talk to them before sleeping. Dont ask me why :P

This is just the beginning.. The list will be addingggggg! :D
Its been such a long time since I'm feeling so carefree~ I can go out with whoever I want, talk to whoever I wish, flirt with uncountable ones! :P The previous break up really wake me up.. I'm only NINETEEN! Why tie myself down with someone when this is the time that I'm supposed to go out and explore life? ;) Plus, I'm too young for the word 'FOREVER' :)

Time to grow up, Sze

A really big thank you to all my friends who were there to comfort me when I was really down. You know who you are :) Wouldn't dare to imagine how would I be if you ppl weren't there for me! *HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* Thanks for tolerating my continuous rants and whines and cries! I owe you people a big one! :D ♥

Rebound! :D

2010-10-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

My finals starts next week! Alright, no. Fivemoredaysinprecise! :O

I'm freaking out. So unprepared! :(

Been slacking too much for too longgggggggggg :(

College ends yesterday. I'm feeling so reluctant to leave!

18months passed by so freaking fast! I can still remember the first day of orientation.. Unknowns everywhere! HAHAHAH :P

But now, we're so blended into each other. So sad that we're going to be apart soon :(

I need to shop so badly! I dont know why plus I dont think that we need a reason to shop :P

I'm dying to get some hair accessories and a vest :D Stupid finals is making shopping in malls impossible..

And this is when online shopping comes in handy!! Oh, the fun of clicking without realizing the shrinking of your savings account D:

Just finish uploaded tonnes of pics in fb. Time to hit the books! *punches fist into the air*

20 days!

2010-10-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

Twenty more days to finals! I'm so dead :S

I've been training myself how to sleep on a single bed lately :D
My bed's too full of books and bags.. I'm too lazy to clean up my stuffs. HAHAHA
My room is always a mess after having exams/test coz I'll never be bothered to put back my books and stack them up together. I'll keep on taking things out without putting them back in place *gulps*

So tidy... till I have to force myself to sleep on the other side of the bed :\

My supposed to be study table :P

I need to START cleaning up this mess :S

Eat Pray Love

2010-10-04T10:02:00.000-07:00

"I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men. I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism."

— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

I can so relate to this minus the plural form of relationship. Lol!
Hmm.. Alright, I have a very weak spot for mix guys (well, my ex-es explain it all. lol ) ! Dont ask me why. Chinese guys never turn me on. Sigh* I dislike my own race :( Sun-tanned skin tone plus a lil build up body is another melting point! :D Not forgetting, musical instruments such as guitar (normal), piano (still okay), violin (romantic) and drums ( YENG! I CAN DAI ) ! Gosh, I can faint right now. HAHAHAHA Yes, I'm easily attracted to this kind of guys, I mean.. who wouldnt? :P

Shall continue blogging tmw. Time to study! :)

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up ♥

2010-10-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything...

I baked today!! :D *excited*
Decided to take some time off from ~~grieving~~ studying and clear up the cream cheese and whipping cream in my fridge :P The cream cheese is going to expire in.. a few days' time :\
Went Jusco to get oreo and extra cream cheese ( Right, I ended up buying different brand of cream cheese and the one in my fridge IS till in my fridge nao! Tsk ). Back at home, I was so excited to whip the cream.. and only to realize that that box of cream in my fridge is NOT whipping cream! Its thickened cream :S Being ignorant and stubborn, I started whipping it and it turns into a bowl of coagulated yellowish creamy crap and milk == Ended up, going out to buy another box of whipping cream! So, I wasted a box of cream and there's still a tube of going-to-expire-cream-cheese in my fridge D:

Oreo cruncher! :P

Hey, you!

Whipping that thickened cream! HAHAHAH

Cheh wahhhhhh!

Oreo cheesecake!!

Unfortunately, WE failed! The cake's so stubborn!

It just wouldn't turn hard! :(

Hyped up!

2010-10-03T00:19:00.000-07:00

New layout! :D
Finally something new ♥
Loving the simplicity and the blueeeee :)

Trials just ended! I can breathe in some fresh air now :)
Three freaking weeks till finals.. Gahhhhhh!

Just Kiss and Say Goodbye

2010-09-29T12:40:00.000-07:00

Its never easy to say goodbye. Never. Few months back, goodbye seems to be the hardest word for me. I hate saying goodbye to him whenever he sent me home... coz I'll never know when I'll be able to say Hie to him again. I was so afraid.. till I sometimes cry when we'll have to bid goodbye on the phone.

I had a really longgggggggg day today. My eyes are hurting now :( I'm tired of all these. I'm tired of feeling oh-so-pathetic. I had enough! Mentally tortured. Emotionally abused :S Why am I acting this way? Yoongsze oh Yoongsze, I thought you're fine and alright? Pfffttttt! ><

Do you still love him? NOOOOOOO

Do you still have a wee bit of feelings towards him? NO

Then why the heck did you cried?! Ι DONT KNOW! :(

Fine. I know. I was disappointed. Things that I just found out today... It was heartbreaking. Really heartbreaking. Its confirmed. The nightmare returns :( How can someone who knows you so well will have the heart to hurt you so deep? Coz they dont give a damn bout you anymore.. Rite?

No, I'm not angry with you. No, I dont hate you. I'm just really really disappointed... Couldn't believe that you're putting me through the same thing again.. You knew how I went through it.. You knew how hard it was for me.. You knew! You knew all these things and you're making me going through the same crap again. T____________________________T

Le sigh. If and only if tears can wash off memories.. I think I'll be suffering from LONG term memory loss now! HAHAHAHAH :P I'm pretty emotional tdy. I might be dehydrated. Lol

It was like the heavy downpour outside my window.. The only difference was there was a rainbow outside.. but I'm still searching for mine from the inside. Rainbows always appear after the rain. The best will always come after the worst. I'm waiting for the best since I'm going through the worst now :P

...and I thought I was okay. I've never been SO emo for a couple of weeks! I was so proud with my progression and those stupid facts just have to ruin it for me rite? Yer! :( I've gotta learn how to handle powerful facts :)

Blogging does wonders. I'm not seeking for attention by blogging things out! Its just that I'll always feeling better after pouring everything out :) Yes, I still do talk about you to others.. not because I'm still a sick cow waiting for you to come back BUT I find it better to talk to others bout you. Its my way to let it go.

Smile, baby, smile :')

Trials

2010-09-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

Two subjects DOWN! Weeee! :D

Two more papers to go and I'm done for the week.

Ahhhh, I need some good night sleep and proper rest :)

One more thing, I MUST control my sugar intake :\

I've been taking in too much sweets just to make myself stay awake. Way toooooooo much :O

Love! :)

Thoughts

2010-09-23T01:24:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking alot lately. Been through a couple of rough weeks and yeah..
..only to realized that it was only my stubborn-ness which was holding me back.
I didnt know why am I so stubborn to let go and accept that freaking fact till.. I finally know who am I. Yoongsze will always be Yoongsze, that naive girl who trusted every single thing that you've said, that silly one who gave all out just to make sure this wouldnt happen, that ignorant girl who was blinded by everything.

Its so hard to wake up everyday and realize that, hey, I'm alone and try to make myself as busy as I can the whole day just to make sure that I'm tired enough to fall asleep at night. It ridiculously tough to fall asleep without hearing a single thing from you everyday. The fact that we're no longer in each other's life is such a pain in the ass. Its scary how much we've changed, and we're like perfect strangers now. Its even scarier to think of how intertwined our lives used to be, but they're now unzipped and uncoded left with two strands of unfamiliar unrelated lives.

From the very beginning, we knew that we're from both very different world. Its like you're from the North pole and I'm from the South. Both are cold places BUT never meant to join up to be a single place. Somehow, accidents do happen, dont they? :) We met each other at the junction of our road. Walked along the same road together and only to realized that its branching at the end. People says, opposite attracts. Maybe that explains why.

The only thing holding me back is the memories. I've lost you. Not them. Six months together, it may mean nothing to you, not to me. Those memories are so fresh in my mind.. Our first date. Our first movie. Our first picture together. Our first month anniversary celebration. Our first christmas. Our first new year. Our first Valentines and the list goes on and on. At the end of the day, it doesnt matter how long we've been together, its the feelings that kills. Remember our first lil heart to heart confession? How we used to countdown for the day to be officially together? How much we anticipate to meet each other everyday by counting down every second? And I thought I've found my Mr Right. Silly.

Living in my own fairytale totally blinds me off from everything. I'm so ignorant to the surroundings.. even you, I've neglected. When things started to turn ugly, when you gave up on us, when we're no longer US, I'm still holding on.. with the hope that things will be fine eventually. No, I'm not shy of our break up! I didnt want a break up. Period.

When reality creeps in, there's nothing I can do but to accept what done is done. Thats the worst. Words from your friends... which makes me doubt everything between us to the extend that I believe all this while I was living in a lie. How much more can you hide from me? Lies after lies to cover up your previous lies. It left me wondering, who was I with all this while? Blanks. Question marks. People asked, " What happened?" I've got a tough time to answer. No, its not like I'm not aware of what had happened.. its that.. I dont know how to put them in words. You left me speechless. You told others we're off since 5 months ago? I went o.O?? It just made me wonder, why the fuck did you came back after you left and said you want to be more than friends?! A few weeks later, you left AGAIN. Thanks for playing with my feelings. Appreciate much.

I've been thinking whether to blog this out or not. I need a place to express myself. So.. yeah :)
Last month was hell. I've lost my appetite. Insomniac. All I left was a body without a soul. In the beginning, I tried putting on a mask. I pretended that I was really fine. But when I was alone, tears washed my face. Tears rolled down involuntarily.. I've even skipped class and tests. *guilty* Nevertheless, I'm still in the state of denial that he's that bad. Talk about silly :\ Cy and Teng once asked me, " Why am I not angry?" Hmmm... Should I? D: Alright, no. Let bygones be bygones.

Thank God for a supportive family and a bunch of awesome friends around me :D Thanks for tolerating with my whines, rants and emo-ness throughout this period of time. I'm alright now! *winks* Though I still cried while writing this and a lil down at times.. But I'll be fine :) Finals and uni applications is enough to drive me nuts. Pfffftttt! ><

Lesson learnt. Crushes shall always remain as crushes. Not anything more than that ;)
Memories. Thanks for everything :) Honestly, I was really happy for that six months.

My mummy once asked, "In a relationship, you would prefer to be the one being hurt or the one hurting the other?" Guess what I've answered :P

;)

Change!

2010-07-17T01:57:00.002-07:00

I need to change my blog's layout. I dont know why.. It just doesnt seem right to me. Lol
Too cute, too girly, too dreamy. D:
Will find the right one to change soon :)

I've been missing from blogsphere since.. I dont remember when.
I've lost my blogging mojo. Thats the reason why I'm missing. Heh!
Hopefully I wont lose it so fast this time :P

Loads of things happened lately. Like, WOAH! :O
And yes, I'm no longer attached. No, its NOT a good thing.
I'm still trying my figure my out.. still trying to adapt to my current life. :\
I wouldn't say I'm not struggling.. but I'm still surviving.

The Climb

2010-05-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

Life has not been a bed of roses for me lately.

There's moment that I hide under my blanket and cried my eyes out at night.

Heart aches. The worst nightmare ever :(

But, things are getting better now.. :)

Realized that life isnt that easy afterall. Decisions have to be made.

And.. we've gotta be strong to go through it.

We'll both be stong, dont we? :)

Moving on to the other part of my life.. AS!

Two more papers to go! Weeeee!

10th of June, I'm counting down :D

Wouldnt say I've done my best for this exam.

Was really careless for every single paper! FML

Usually I'll only read wrong question, answered the wrong thing...

BUT today, I miraculously FORGOT to answer 2 questions!

Didnt know what is in my mind, didnt flip to the last page of the question booklet..

Ahhhh, I'm awesome like that! D:

Drama queen :P Awwww, I miss cow cow! :(

Randomly found this pic in my sis's folder. Wonders when she became my stalker too? :P

Breakeven

2010-05-25T22:34:00.000-07:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

Lost

2010-05-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

I'm lost, confused.
What have we become? :(
Cold feet, trembling hands..
Heartaches and tears..
Time, I need you.
How I wish I can sleep all night, dreaming bout us.. and will never wake up to face the reality.
And... its definitely not a good time to face all these while I'm having AS..
Crap!

One week!

2010-05-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

One week. Seven days.. Till AS arrives!
Boy oh boy, just imagine the days after AS :D
*jumps in excitement*

List to do after AS :

SHOPPINGGGG! :))))) I miss the adrenaline rush in buying things. Awww!
Movies! Ahhh, I miss sitting in the cinema :P
Cut my hair! I need to trim my fringe. For real, I need side parting.
Sleep whole day, worrying and thinking bout NOTHING. Woah!
Go for makan sessions with Daryl. Ice kacang. Ice kacang. ICE KACANG ♥
Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight. I dunno how but I need to :( And I just realized I've just contradicted my previous activity = =
BURN my notes. How I wish I can :(
Last but not least, celebrate my birthday! Last year as a teenager T___________T

*slaps self* I've got one more month to go through before my AS ends.. Gotta stop dreaming and hit the books now.

GONE

2010-04-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

My red hawt baby is GONE!

*cries out loud*

No one to blame but myself. I'm that sad *cries out even louder*

Was still awake around 2am yday..

Parents just came back and rushed into the room to ask who drove my car out.

I was like.. HA? *blur*

Mummy said the gate is open and my car is nowhere to be seen.

Was tensed up like mad.. knocking aunt's and grandparents' door to ask whether they're in the house not.

And.. Everyone is in my hse BUT my car is NOT!

Felt awfully guilty at that very moment..

I left the key in the car. How careless can I be? :(

Couldnt fall sleep yday night.. Cried myself to sleep *emo*

The memories of my car made me cry even more..

Yes, I cried not because of my car being stole.. but I miss my car.

My little baby.. Little memories built day by day..

I spent almost 3 hours per day with my baby!! How not to miss it? :(

And, my cow... My keychain.. Writing this makes me wanna cry even more..

Awful cracks that I've done to my car. Lousy driver, I know! HAHAHA :(

Those are the pics that I'll MMS to my mum once I hit it :P

My car is full of injuries due to this AWESOME driver!

I usually get very hyped up whenever I see another Kenari parked beside my car. See see!! :D

Things that I'll be missing dearly ( STUPID THEIF @$#^$&$% ) :

The keychain from the boyf and my COWWWW! Purposely bought another same one to put in boyf's car..

BUT mine is gone now. PFFFTTT! I miss cow cow :(

He even bought his for me to hug when I'm sick two weeks ago..

My window deco!! It makes my car so much more easier to recognize! Nehhhhh! I want back my carrrrr!

Booooooo!

And.. Most of all, I've lost my favourite place to camwhore!

Imagine the longggg journey to Penang everyday. Traffic jams and all.

Whats the best thing to do in the car?

SNAP SNAP SNAP :)

Found tonnes of my vain pics in my folder while updating this post..

but I couldnt find my car's solo pic! :(

Guess I'll just have to imagine my red baby for the rest of my life...

Sobs* Baby, I miss youuuuuu!

Anyway, on the brighter side, I'm getting a new car :D

Okay, not exactly a new car.. New secondhand car :X

Coz I need a car asap, so.. this is the fastest way to get a car. Its coming on Friday!

I need to drive to coll everyday! No one at home will dare to let me drive the Merc ( my driving skills is that awesome! )

Ahhhh, big headache for the next few days. :(

Good news is... This time, its under my name! :P

Chocolate Eclipse

2010-04-23T01:49:00.000-07:00

Daryl's joke bout Vanilla Twilight LOL

Damn potong steam rite? At least Strawberry Ecplise will sound much better :P

Just finished my trials on Wed. So, here am I to blow off the dust in my blog.

Gah, having AS in two weeks time. Its not a good thing though :(

Everyone is back here! :(

Vincci is back. Jadie boo is back!! And Daryl is having his sem break.

AS is making hanging out almost impossible. T___________________T

Sannie and Lobhie came over to my hse right after my trials the other day :D

We're waiting for Vincci to wake up till our stomachs growls. HAHAHA

Hungry gilerrrrr :P Went Sam's Garden to tame our tummy :)

Came back home around evening and went out with Daryl at night.

Went AC for Subway since he was craving for it. Nehhhhh, I want my tomyammmm!! :P ( Tonight, can? )

Was supposed to go Jusco to get my colouring book. HAHAHAH

Yes, I want to buy COLOURING BOOK!! Stupid sis tempted me with one :(

But we're running out of time coz yours truly wants to go for ice kacang :)

The next day, Vincci and I went Lobhie's hse then to Winter Warmers :D

Chilled, chatted and headed back to Lobhie's hse till 9pm LOL

Its been such a longggggggg time since I last met Vincci :(

Ahhhh, enough time of relaxing. Time to hit the books, Yoongsze! *heart craches*

Wait, its Friday today! Bubble milk teaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ♥

Just in case you people forget how I look like :P

Down!

2010-04-09T04:29:00.000-07:00

I'm sick! :(
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT

First, it was flu and I was having Chemy practical exam on that day. FML
Then, the very next day, I had fever during my Physics practical exam.
Woahhhh! The scorching hot sun!

Ended up having high fever at night. :(
Now, Miss Cough is adding into the family.

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT
Much hatred eh? :P

DS

2010-04-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

I miss you :(

11th November 2009, it seems like it was yesterday.. In a blink of a eye, we've begin our story for five months :) Five awesome months. We've argued countless times.. Both stubborn cows :P

Yet, at the end of the day, the thought of you will make me forget about all the frustrations..

Baby,
I've missed the times that I fell asleep on your laps when we're on our way back from Penang.. I've missed how much we used to spend time with each other. Movie dates. Random makan sessions. I miss eating ice kacang and Hokkien mee with you :( Do you remember when was the last time we used to chase each other at the mall? How often I used to make you roll your eyes? :P I miss tickling you ; hearing you laugh so happily. Gah, the satisfaction! LOL I miss chatting with you till late at night on msn/skype :) Video calling one another once we got back home from meeting each other.. Playing msn games together. Jigsaw, jigsaw, jigsaw!! :P We're even so sick to the extend that we've played with our own photos. Ooopss! :S

Time of the month. Random emo session. T_________________T

And.. I miss staring into your eyes ♥

Happy Friday

2010-04-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Skipped class today!
Couldnt wake up on time, stupid alarm not working! LOL
Class at 11 and I woke up at 10.30. I know, its not that late BUT I need half an hour to get ready, half and hour to reach Penang.. By the time I reach college, it'll be 11.30 already!
Plus, I only have 2 hours class today.. and I couldnt be bothered to rush like mad for Physics class anyway.
Woahhh, I'm talking like I'm damn good in Physics when I always pray and hope that I wont fail in the next test/exam. :P

Lazed around whole morning, refreshed FB homepage for thousands of time.
I'm BORED! Then, I saw the FB suggestions by the side, "Lee Poh May, reconnect with her"
Its my MUM! Yes, mummy is on facebook :S

Few months ago, when she came back from work.
Mummy ; Me

Eh, I got facebook account d leh!
What? Dont lie lah, you know how to create meh? *look down on my mum HAHAHAH*
Of course I know lah. Created one in office just now. Go add me now.
Mummy, you're supposed to work in office instead of facebook-ing, you know?

High-tech gilerrrrrrr!

Updates!!

2010-03-30T01:06:00.000-07:00

I've changed my blog's layout! :D

Cute max! Me likey ♥

Im loving everything bout it except for the big blue dull box with the words "Welcome to my blog, Thank You"!

The very last time I updated my blog is 2 months ago! Gosh, two freaking months!!

Somehow, I just lost the 'umph' to blog :(

I miss reading my own blog *self indulgence* HAHAHA

I got this weird habit, I tend to re-read my own blog from time to time to reminisce the past. :P

Life's been treating me very well lately if I exclude the disastrous haircut I had during CNY.

I HATE my fringe! Sometimes, I feel like pulling off every single strand of hair whenever I'm looking into the mirror. :(

Gah, all I can do now is to pray for it to grow longer asap. *sobs*

I miss my messy wavy hair :(

To get back my fringe is easy ; I just need a few more months of patience..

BUT, to get back my longgggg wavy hair? YEARS of patience!

Was searching up and low for my pic after rebonding and the haircut.. BUT I couldnt find any!

Too self conscious and sad to camwhore HAHAHAH

Time to hit the books! Physics test tmw.

Whole AS! FML Pffffttttt

:)

2010-03-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

I miss blogging!!!

Neglecting

2010-02-08T21:02:00.000-08:00

I've been neglecting my blog too much..

I've only posted 4 posts in January! :O

Its not that I'm lazy to blog.. I've realized that I've lost the umph to blog :(

Too much things happened lately. T______T

Things that I couldnt blog about. Gah, lagi saddening T_______T

I'm sad ; Very sad! :(

I wanna go shoppingggggggggggggggggggg!!!!

I need to shop so so so so badly now.

I need to have my retail therapy!!!

3 more days of coll to attend and...

One week break, here I come!! :D

I'm dying to have a break from coll.. Tests and tests and tests...

Never ending tests.. boo-hoo!

Did I mentioned that right after CNY, I'll be having test again?!

FMLFMLFML

Gtg, gonna go bake cookies now.

Growing Up

2010-02-06T23:08:00.000-08:00

Its a phase that everyone must go through.
We're growing up without realizing it..
From the most basic thing ; The way we dress up..
We change from time to time..
As time passes by, we gotta change to be a more matured person. Urgh

A lot of things happened lately.
Stuffs that I wouldnt wanna face, matters that I didnt expect...
But, what is done, is done..
No point dwelling over it, no point regretting over it.. No point getting emo over it..
The only thing left to do is to learn from my mistake.
Things happen for a reason ; For better or for worse, you tell me.

The world aint perfect.
I used to say, "Everyone is good, nice.. They're supposed to be good anyway."
Parents tried to prove me wrong, smacked a lot of examples into my face...
BUT never once, I trusted them..
Now I know, I know.. NOT everyone is supposed to be an angel..
If everyone is supposed to be an angel, why the word satan exists?

Daryl said I'm too naive. Naive to the extent of stupidity.
People fool me around ; I wouldnt noticed.
Just because I trust people too easily..
The past is haunting, the dark past...
Memories that both of us wouldnt wanna remember..
Memories that we both wanna erase..
Argh, why are things so complicated? *pulls hair*

The Wait is Over

2010-01-24T03:38:00.000-08:00

24 hours per day ; It never seems to be enough.
How good if we have 30 hours per day?
Come to think of it, we'll grow old slower, we can do more things, we can even SLEEP more!! :D

I'm bloated now. Just came back from random makan session with the boyfie ♥

I was craving for Hokkien Mee and ice kacang since yday!

So, Daryl decided to spoil and feed me with food.

Oh, how I love to be spoilt *cow*

Self reminder : You've been putting on A LOT of weight lately. Time to wake up, Yoongsze :(

Both posers ♥

I forced him to let me drive his car so that he can help me to play his PSP.

Yes, I'm that dumb in playing game. I cant pass that level.. and its only the second level :(

I'm loving my life now. :)

Knowing that he'll always be by my side.. Thats all I need.

And obviously, my life revolves around him.

Basically, ONLY him! LOL

I've never been so dependent and I've never want to stick around so badly before.

Pfffftttt! Look what you've done to me, Daryl!!

Anyway, forget bout the sweet part of my life.

The time of the month is here! No, I'm not talking bout period XD

Monthly test oh monthly test, how I love KDU's rule! :S

Mechanics and Statistics, DONE!

Now, I'm left with Chem, Phy and Pure Maths for the week. *crosses fingers*

Studying at McD *pats self*

My red hawt baby is admitted to the hospital AGAIN!

Wait, DONT give me that look! Its not me ;)

Dad hit some random motorcycle by the roadside.

HAHAHAHA The genes run in the family!!

Now, travelling to college everyday is a big prob T_________T

P/S : I'm currently very addicted to Daryl's PSP. If I screwed up my tests, we'll know why :P

P/P/S : All the best for tmw, Sannie :) You know you've done your best!!

Just to end up my post with smth random HAHAHA

Exhausted

2010-01-18T22:06:00.000-08:00

Things just don't go the way we want... Do they?

The HOT weather is killing me!!

Pffft! Driving back home everyday under the HOT HOT HOT HOT sun for 1 hour ; it KILLS

Feeling dizzy due to low blood pressure, stomachache due to gastric.. Gosh! :O

The worst thing is...

... Daryl was admitted to the hospital last Sat. T_______________T

My camera-shy cow!! :P

Daryl Sze

Having Phy class tmw.

Am so reluctant to attend class..

The new lecturer - Speechless

So wanna cry when I think bout it *sobs*
FML

Wed-nes-day!!

2010-01-13T03:29:00.000-08:00

I'm running out of title T________T

I'm so so so so so LAZY to blog! Tsk

I've been whining and complaining bout this since... I dunno when! [ I've lost count :P ]

Dang! How I wish I can complain bout how hardworking I am. HAHAHAHA

This is my first proper post for the year. Pffftttt!

Two long weeks and I'm only posting the first post?! :O

I'm lazy cool like that! :P

Have been having classes for two weeks d! Woahhhhh!

Damn hectic lor T__________T

Driving up and down to Penang again everyday. Me no likey!

Like for real, I hate driving especially driving back alone after a long day class.

But but but but but, I'm so damn LUCKY to have the boyfie driving all the way from INTI to KDU just to drive back with me *loves*

Am spending most of my days with Daryl... Almost every single day!! Woots~

Gosh, why cant I get sick of him :P

Its like a mutual thinggy. Both of us just NEED to leech stick around each other.

Buying McD for me as lunch during breaks, waiting for me at the foyer for hours...

Ahhhhh, DARYL ALOYSIUS GASPER, I ♥ you

Oooppss! Cheesie gilerrrr!

Two days back, 11th January 2010 ; HAPPY TWO MONTHS, love.

We went for simple dinner at Black Canyon after sending his sis and my bro to tuition.

Drivers of the house. LOL!!

Yours truly's dinner :)

Who else? LOL

Us ♥

Went Qb to celebrate our second month together on Sat.

Gosh! Its been such a long time since we last went out for the whole day.

Stupid holidays, hectic classes.. Boo-hoo!

He rushed back from Penang after his Sat class...

I was supposed to be ready and waiting for him.. BUT, being the cow, he had to wait at my house for half an hour before we leave. HAHAHAHA

On the way to Queensbay.

Woahhh! His face damn serious. Scared d XD

Had our lunch at the new Queens thinggy.

Best tau foo fah ever! Yummy-licious!!

And my craving, ice kacang

We were late for the movie!

Dang, we're always late for movies T____T

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

Missed the whole front part and got lost for the entire movie.

Damn deep kay? Fantasy.

Wasnt really interested with the name of the movie [ so longgggg and boring ] BUT the list of actors attracted both of us!

Heath Ledger!! Johnny Depp, Collin Farrel and Jude Law.

Woahhhhh! How to not watch it? :P

Then, we went for my CNY shopping. Woots~

Didnt managed to buy what I wanted to buy :(

Ended up, drinking my love with Daryl ♥

I love love love love love to see him squinting his eyes :D

Then, I drove!!!! Urmm.. I drove for a short distance! HAHAHAH

Sorry, I'm a lil bit excited :P

He's the first person who actually trust my driving skills. Wootssss!

See, I seriously hate to drive :(

We went back to mainland for Rosshini and Andrea's surprise birthday party.

No pics with me T________T

Sannie, upload the pics please? *stares with big wet eyes*

P/S : I'm dying back to black!!!

Ahhhh!

2010-01-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

My blog is dead T_____T
Will revive it soon ; SOON :P

New sem is here :)
The lack of updates explains it all.
Was caught up with classes. Pfffttttt!

Its Saturday tmw!! Weeee~
Weekend, here I come :)

Year '09

2009-12-27T22:33:00.000-08:00

Was thinking bout my year yday... Geez, am too lifeless at home. LOL

Trust me, its a year full of ups and downs for me.

This is how I looked like in the beginning of the year.

With my green Mickey specs and black hair :)

The first half year was the worst period of time I've been through.
Education was messed up. Damn clueless bout where to go to..
Blah and blah and blah and blahhhhhh!
Then, my four years relationship cracked ; Ended everything just like that.
Was damn emo for MONTHS!! Am hiding, avoiding from the truth.. I just couldnt face it.
Cried almost every single day.. Gosh, now I realized how stupid I was for that few months. Tsk!
You may think that its okay to cry when you broke up.. ( I was too at that time )
But, the things that he'd done.. Gah, he doesnt deserve a single drop of my tears! Pffffttttt
Ended another chapter of my life. Closed and sealed.. Kept in the back of my mind forever, no point bringing it up again. :)
No matter how harsh the reality is, we just have to stand up and face it, don't we?

Through all those obstacles, I get to grow up.
If you know me well, you'll know how much I hate to think, how often I blabber things out without hesitating, how easy I trust someone, how easy to deceive me...
Am that naive ; Thinking that the world is oh-so-pretty-and-harmless...
Yet, I've learned a lot this time.. No, the world aint complicated...
Its just not as simple as it seems :)
Am learning.. learning how to be more matured, learning how to think.. learning how to act like my age. XD
Urm.. Okay, maybe I'll leave the thinking part to the boyfie. Tee-hee! ( Yes, I'm always that dependant )
All in all, I just wanna thank my babes who are always there for me when I'm down.
Thankssss dears, thanks for being there when I'm whining bout my life *loves*

*Pooooooooooof*
There goes my bitter first half year :P
Started coll in June :D
Met new friends. All whole new bunch of whacko-s!! LOL
All we did most was burst out into laughters in class everyday.
Movies, birthday celebrations and beach trip.. Weeeee~

Few more days to go and I'm gonna meet this bunch of whacko-s again.
Boy oh boy, here comes my second sem. Blahhhhhh!

Then.. I met my crazy frog boyfriend. The stubborn cow :P
He was the one who told me the truth bout my break up.. So, automatically he'll be the one who is there for me whenever I whine bout my life rite?
No, no.. He get so frustrated and pissed off with me whenever I talked bout him and he'll ended up talking to sayang ( Chuannyien ) ; Releasing his frustrations. HAHAHAHA
Daryl is the worst donkey I've ever met!! How stubborn can one be?
He can ask me out again and again although I rejected him thousands of time, he can come to KDU several times just to bump into me..
He can even come all the way to KDU from BM just to pass his jacket to me coz I forgot to bring mine along and I was freezing in class...
He can come back to BM all the way from Penang just to pass medicine to me when I was sick..
Ahhhh, how not to fall in love with him? ;)

He is the best thing that has ever happened to me... :)

9 more hours and he'll be back.

Baby, I miss youuuuu ♥

Few more days and here comes a whole new year.
Yes, I've changed a lot.. For better or for worse? You tell me :D

Yoongsze at the end of the year.

Chubbier cheeks, purple specs and dyed hair :P

Home

2009-12-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

Ahhh, its so nice to rot at home.
Yes, just stay at home all day long.. doing nothing.
Seriously, its so nice to be home :)
Gonna recharge myself before Daryl is back :P
Gosh, I sounded so old ><

I wanna redye my hair!
Geez, the black roots are killing me! :(
Am thinking of dying it back to black... ( Sick of redying the roots again and again )

2 more days...
... till Daryl Aloysius Gasper will be back! Woots!

Feliz Navidad :)

2009-12-24T23:30:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas, people!!

I'm finally back. Woots!

A week in Bangkok.. Shopped till the whole family dropped! :P

Pictures were uploaded in FB :)

Boy oh boy.. things there are supremely extremely awesomely CHEAP!!!

Urm.. okay, maybe its not really that cheap but when we saw the price tags, we FELT that they're cheap coz we automatically get to cut off one zero ;D

Stuffs that we bought minus the shoes, bags and accessories :D

Reached here on the 23rd midnight. Exhausted gilerrrrr!

7 days without him, it kills ; Definitely.

Thank God, I get to see him yday before he left for Thailand.

Yes, yes, we're that sick!

I went Thailand for 7 days, till 23rd while he'll be in Thailand for 4 days from 25th.

Sheeeshhhh!

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks the Squeakquel

We missed the front part! Tsk tsk ><

The chipettes are HAWT single ladies! hahahah

Sooooo cute :D

Had Nando's for dinner the movie.

Its Thursday!! Couples promo. Woots!

Had my all time fav peri chipssssss! Satisfied gilerrr!

My fav picture of both of us :)

We exchanged xmas pressies in the car.

I literally melts when I opened my present.

Awww.. the sweetest guy I've ever met *shy*

He bought me a black bag coz he never seen me used one before. LOL

Gummy bears to accompany me when he's in Thailand.

Two 2 shirts from his camp..

One hand made Christmas card and an envelope full of hand written letters... ♥

The front and back of the handmade card *loves*

Didnt managed to spend the rest of the night with him.

He had to attend his church's mass.

Was supposed to go out with the girls.. But, things do happen rite?

Boo-hoo! T_____T

Nvm nvm, nie nie... we MUST go out before my sem starts kay? :P

And.. Vincci, lemme see ur face before you go back KL!

One Month ♥

2009-12-15T10:18:00.000-08:00

11 12 2009

Happy One Month, Dear!

The beginning of more to come... :)

Daryl,
I'm sorry you have to tolerate the irritating me, the self-centered me, the unreasonable me...
Like I've said before, I may be the worst girl you've ever met.. So, regret now? You better NOT! :P
Like any other couple, we've argued, we've cried, we've pushed each other to our limits..
Flaws and imperfections.. We'll be perfect in them, dont we? :)

Things are happening very fast between us ; Very fast.
We've got together in a very short period of time..
We've known each other for years.. but never been as close as the past half year..
He was the one who came and get me out from my emo phase, he was the one who changed my thoughts,
he was the one who showed me whats right and whats wrong..
Ahhhhh, he made me fell for him.. deeper and deeper.. Ooopss!
To be with him is a very different feeling.. I have never been so sure bout someone ; NEVER!
We fell in love with each other so deeply, till we'll never get sick of sticking around each other.

***

Since he gets all hyped up for the simplest thing ever, he planned the whole day for our lil celebration. LOL
He called my parents the night before coz he didnt wanna tell me the plan n stuff.. How mysterious can my bf be? Tsk!
Thank God, I'm not that stupid! I was in front of my mum when he called :P [ Oops, no more surprises! ]
But, being the good innocent one, I acted like I dont know a single thing! Hahahahaha!

He came and fetched me around noon.. and he LIED!
He said we had to go back to his hse to take his 'Touch & Go' card coz he left it at home..
BUT, once we entered his hse, he lead me to the dining table.. and.. Tada!
He cooked lunch.. Aww... *melts*

After lunch, we headed to Penang.
Decided to take the ferry since we longed to take it with each other ;)
And.. since it was our first time, we camwhored macam orang kampung first time taking ferry! LOL

I love torturing him :P

And.. He loves to destroy my pic!! So, we're even now XD

Reached Gurney around 4.. Stupid jam!

Stucked for hours. Tsk tsk.. Grrrr!

Bought this complicated structured candy the other day.. was wondering how to eat it in the coll for a day! LOL

Stupid jam.. Figuring out how to eat the candy did helped us to kill out time.

Watched Princess and The Frog :)

Ahhh, typical princess fairytale story... Happy ending.

"Lets pucker!"

I do wonder..

Why must it be Princess and The Frog but not Prince and the Frog? :P

Another self-vaining pic destoyed by him and.. he's a good poser too! :P

Walked around Gurney and had dinner before we went back.

Nevertheless, it was a memorable one.

Thank you, dear ♥

Dream

2009-12-12T00:22:00.000-08:00

I had nightmare yday! :(
Oh, crap! Its seriously the worst nightmare ever.

It was like those scenarios in the games. Dead zombies everywhere.. and some trapped in the lab.
Daryl was the scientist working at the lab.BUT he's weird!! Very weird..
I caught him on cctv, kissing and licking those dead zombies' bodies!!
Boy oh boy, just imagine.. Those wounded bloody bodies.. Ewww!! [ Yes, this is disturbing ]
Then, I confronted him.. And guess wad he told me?!
He knew that he is bisexual when he's studying.. and when he is exposed to dead bodies, he realized that he has the 'thing' for dead bodies too!! Wtf!!

Urgh! This is seriously very disturbinggggg!
The image is still freshly in my mind now *pukes*
GAHHHHHHH! ><

Short & Sweet

2009-12-10T04:59:00.000-08:00

Title describes it all :)

Life's been pretty hectic lately.

Thats why my blog is DEAD T_____T

Things that made me go missing :

♥ Leeching Sticking around the boyfie. We basically spent almost everyday together :D

♥ Shop, shop, shop! Year end sales!! Ahhh, L.O.V.E! :P

♥ Went for movies with the boyfie. Love Happens & Couples Retreat.

Touching story. Simple yet nice.

I cried T____T

And.. I realized I cry easily! Dang!!

Four troubled marriage couples went for some marriage therapy at one AWESOME island!!

Highly recommended! Cracked me up like mad. LOL

♥ Classes, classes and classes!! Gah, thank God its over by this week. Semester break, here I come!! Weee~

Will be blogging with more pictures soon. A proper post ; I promise.

Am currently VERY excited bout tmw. Its the 11th!! XD

The anticipation is killing me, Mr Daryl.

Shut up and reveal the secret soon, pretty please? :P

xoxo

Mondayyyy ♥

2009-11-29T23:02:00.000-08:00

Okay.. Monday is so NOT love :P

Monday BLUESSSSSS!

Had Chemy paper today...

No comments.. Seriously, speechless. Tsk

Did lots of silly mistake due to the late night sleep.

Am too sleepy to think properly :(

Gah! Last minute revising, killer of the day!

Anyway, am at my parents office now.

No eletricity at home. Dang!

Half and hour more and I gotta go fetch sis from school. [ Yes, I've been the driver of the siblings after since I got my license T____T ]

Maths tmw!

When Pure Math, Stats and Mechanics combine together.. You'll know how much you love them.

Bulan Baru

2009-11-28T22:28:00.000-08:00

Ohhhhhhh! Its NEW MOON babehhhhh!!

*jumps up and down, squeals till the glass breaks*

It can be defined as love too! XP

♥

Rushed back to Sunway on Thursday after my 11 am class.

All thanks to the boyfie who got the ticket one day earlier.

Wootsss! First show on the first day :D

He drove me to coll on that day. Weee!

And again.. He prepared breakfast! *melts*

Ham sandwich and our favourite strawberry jam bread.

Sent me to class and he waited at the foyer for two hours.

Poor one.. I wonder how he spent that 2 hours..

I'll kill myself if I were him. Oopps!

And.. Off we go! Weeeeeeeeee~

Kay, back to the show ;

It could have been better. But... Trust me, whenever Jacob's out with his shirtless bodayyy...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *faints*

You just couldnt stop yourself from staring at the screen and STOP blinking! :P

I pity the boyfie by my side.. Couldnt control his estatic gf. LOL

Watched it again with the siblings and the boyfie on Fri. Wtf

New Moon overloaded! Yes, I know.. I'm that sick! XD

Uh-oh, I still go gugu gaga over his bodayyyyyyyy in the cinema. *slaps self*

STOP IT, Yoong Sze!!

Sheesh! Am having sem exam tmw T____________T

Books oh books, here I come.

I promise to be kuai if ya'll let me fall in love with ya'll kay? :(

Lots of Love and A Lil Pain

2009-11-27T09:15:00.000-08:00

Penang Bridge Marathon is seriously full of love and just a lil bit of muscles pain :)
... All thanks to the boyfie ♥

Went over to Penang on the night before.

I was dead tired on that day coz I went to Pulau Aman with the family for the whole afternoon. Tsk

Reached QB around 9pm, we roamed aimlessly.. LOL

Got tickets for Planet 51. Yes, I know.. What a show rite?

But we're left with NO choice!

We've watched 2012, Christmas Carol.. Nothing left besides Senario, Astro Boy and Planet 51 :S

Right, it wasnt that bad afterall.

Full with sense of humour. It made me laugheddddd!! :D

Well, at least it helped us to kill our time.

Bought my LOVE, bubble milk tea after that.

Now the boyfie is GOOD in drinking it! He can differentiate between good ones and bad ones.

Tee-hee! Am good in influencing, dont I? :P

Went and meet up with Sharoon later.

Her cousie's new shop's grand opening.

WOAHHH! Damn chun weih the place! LOL

We're tired of walking and decided to go back to his car to rest.

Sobs.. No star gazing night. T________T

The sky was full with dark clouds and.. I can only see two white balloons by the side. Booooo!

His car was like rubbish dump the other night..

Stuff everywhere!! Pillows, blankies, bags, bottles, shirts, jacket, food..

Coz.. He brought double for everything. Tee-hee!

My personal Mr-plan-everything can even thought of bringing long sleeves for me just in case I'm cold.

Ahhhhh, I love you, bi! :D

US in the cinema.

And.. ME in his long sleeves!! :D

Now.. Sleeping in the car is the worst part of the night.

I hardly slept.. Although he said I snored *embarassing moment*

All I can felt was... Someone by my side, fanning and blowing me throughout the night to keep me cool...

He stayed up all night long just to make sure that I can sleep well.. Bi oh bi.. ♥

And.. my early morning breakfast was filled with over flowing love!!

The boyfie brought bread, tuna and strawberry jam. [ I dont take tuna so.. lets just cut if off XD ]

He made breakfast for me! Tee-hee!

Spreading the jam and feeding me while I sat in the car doing nth.. Waiting for his bread like a dead cow :P

Went for the run walk after our breakfast.

Boy oh boy.. Who said fun run was FUN?

The starting point was so packed with humans!! Crowded gilerrrrr!

Managed to jog for a lil while and we took our own sweet time to finish that lonnnnnggggggggg 10km.

Biggie and I VS Bi and I

Being the oh-I'm-so-not-a-sports-person me, I wore the wrong socks!

My foot was starting to get blisters and he decided to change socks with me but ended up getting LOTS of blisters on both of his foot! T________________T *sayang*

I was EXHAUSTED after the walk..

Rusheni and I were shocked.. He's like.. He just went for 5 min walk. ==

Went back to his car and he massaged my leg to soothe the muscles! Weeee!

This explains why my legs didnt hurt that much kay? :P

Camwhored while waiting for him to pay the parking ticket.

Fuhhhh! He left his car with me.. YES, I sat at the driver's seat!!

Tension gilerrrrrrrrrrrr to handle such big car T_________T

Was fully awake and NOT tired at all when I'm at that driver's seat. LOL

Another saviour of the day! Gummy bearssss :)

Ate it throughout the walk.

Aww... Tell me how not to love him when he spoiled me so much?!
Daryl Aloysius Gasper, you're in deep shit! Am so gonna depend on ya so muchhhhh from now on. Oopps!
Just jokin' ;D
All I can say is.. How lucky can I get?
What else can I ask for? ♥

Happy 19th Birthday

2009-11-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

24 11 2009

*blows trumpet, throws confetti*

Its Daryl's birthdayyyy! :D

Happy 19th Birthday, dear!

Handmade bday card + His bday present

Didnt manage to celebrate his bday properly yday.

Ahhhh, semester exam! Danggggg! T_____T

Anyway, managed to sneak out for a simple lunch with him. Tee-hee!

I was a cow.. Like for real!

Planned to give him surprise but failed miserably. Boo-hoo!

I've ordered cupcakes for him and supposed to get it from Penang but...

Being the awesome one, I didn't know the way to the shop! AHHHHHH!

Ended up, revealing the surprise earlier and asked him to drive me there.

Ooppss! Dont give me that look kay? At least I tried to surprise him! :P

Err.. afterall, only the heart that matters rite, bi? ;)

I'm sorry, Mr Daryl, you're dating a cow.. so, ya have to be a cow too! :P

After getting the cuppie cakes, we went to our all time fav place, Gurney.

Had lunch at Manila Place. :D

Went back to his hse after that.

Camwhored with the cakes. LOL

Come on, its toooooo CUTE to not to camwhore with kay? XD

The Bday Boyyyyy Uncle :D

Us ♥

Penang Bridge Marathon

2009-11-22T05:23:00.000-08:00

Yeah babeh!

I was that semangat to participate in it! Woots

*punches fist to the air*

Am dead tired now.

Will have a proper update soon :)

Seven Days

2009-11-18T03:57:00.000-08:00

Happy One Week Anniversary!

I know I sounded silly.. Dont give me that look!

I know its only a week.. But, both of us get hyped up easily for nothing! Tsk

Back to last week.. 11th of November ; 1111

Such nice date right? :P

Okay, I did the silliest thing ever! Like for real.

I chose the date! Oops!

Both of us were counting down for it.. HAHAHA

Yeah, am that meaningless.. But, a lil waiting and lots of anticipation wouldnt kill for a nice date rite? XD

And.. I guess we're not supposed to choose dates for these things..

Coz.. Daryl got admitted to the hospital on the night of the 10th! LOL

I wonder when will I stop torturing him and give him a good life.. ><

*cough cough*

Am aint that bad rite, bi? Please tell me you're lucky! *stares*

Kay.. I always keep things short and sweet, simple and nice.

Unlike him.. Always melt me by his words. Tee-hee!

Video calling each other.

Ahhhh, we'll never get sick of each other, dont we? ♥

US :)

2009-11-15T04:50:00.000-08:00

As simple as that.

We're no longer you or me, we're US...

I may be the worse gf ever you can ever find..

Inconsiderate, self centered, forever in the state of denial and the list goes on and on..

Am not flawless, am not perfect.. Gahhh! I'm that pathetic? LOL

Like for real, I love to irritate him..

His speechless and rolls eyes expression is soooo PRICELESS :D

Okay, I'm a cow. Ooops!

Yet, you are the best gift I've got.

Its like a dream comes true..

Whatever I've been dreaming for so long..

You've made my dream come true...

You're more than what I've asked for

You're so different.. so so so so different..

The way you care for me, the way you love me...

You dont defined love..

You made me understand it..

You showed me what it is.. :)

Like you've always said.. Actions speak louder than words.

You prefer to prove than saying it. :P

I'm not good in words. Suck in it, in fact.

Well.. Definitely cant win ya in this. Lol

But, there are three words I'm very sure of..

... I love you ♥

Sheesh! I sounded so cheesy HAHAHAHA

Okay, I was wrong.

I'm not the only irritating one. Look at him! :P

♥

On The Road

2009-11-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

Yeah, I've been on the road very often lately. Like for real!

Have been driving around like mad woman for these few days. :P

My baby was admitted to the hospital on Wed :(

Went to visit him early in the morning before my 9 am class.

Ahhh, such relieved to see him :)

Went QB with Sannie and Lobhie after class.

Shopped a lil and shared alot! Girls, we NEED to hang out more!! :D

Nie bought pressies for her sis and I bought 2 tops from F21.

Question : Will I ever repent? :P

Had our dinner at Dave's Deli.

Yours truly's

Lobhie's

Sannie's

Us ♥

At the hospital. LOL

Visited him again with Nie and Bhini after that.

Babes, thanks for accompanying me.

Woke up early in the morning again on Thurs.

Sneaked to the hosp to visit him again. Woots!

Both of us were having sleepless night, counting down the hours to meet each other. Lol.

Left for class around 8.15am and went back to see him again after my 11am class.

Three hours of break is such bliss :)

Yes, I'm that silly.

Drove all the way back to BM to see him and drove back to Penang again for my afternoon class.

P/S : Daryl Aloysius Gasper, you're THAT irresistible *winks*

Hoodie hoodie hoodie! :P

And I was damn 'lucky' on that day.

Hit my grandpa's car in the morning before going out.

Ooopps! The whole back light thinggy of my car came out and I didnt even realized it till I reached hospital. LOL!

It was hanging out with wires. XD

Then.. I bought a cup of hot choc before rushing back to coll at the afternoon.

And.. I spilled half of it onto myself and my car!!

The worst thing is, I was wearing white!! Ahhh, crap!

How I love Thursdays...

Friday is even worse. I'm totally worn out.

Fetched sis to Kimhooi's hse after class.

Waited by the roadside coz I'm that lazy to go back.. HAHAHA!

Lighting damn chun rite? ;D

Sunlight is such love!

And.. being the stubborn one, he came all the way to come and meet me.

Tsk tsk, I was soooooo delighted to see him *beams in excitement*

Went Sunway later to get tickets for 2012.

Rushed back home to fetch the family for the movie.

2012

Thumbs up!

Its a MUST watch! Cried several times.

Oooppss! Even the dad turned and looked at me *shy*

At the end of the day, I'm like a dead walking zombie..

I NEED TO SLEEP!!

I'm too old for this.. Hahaha!

11 11 ♥

2009-11-12T04:47:00.000-08:00

Need I say more?

P/S : Daryl Aloysius Gasper, I'm missing you already! ♥

Tee-hee! :D

2009-11-09T21:35:00.000-08:00

Kay.. All the things that I stated the previous post bout my Saturday, FAILED miserably.

I didnt finish my hw, didnt clean my wardrobe, didnt had enough rest.

Ahhhh, lesson learnt!

I'm not disciplined enough. Tsk :(

Ended up spending my day at Jusco :P

When will I repent to stay at home for a day? Pffftt!

Them laughing at my Hokkien.

Danggggg!

Am so gonna delete that recording in your phone, Daryl Aloysius Gasper! ;P

Oh, its Tuesday today!

The love of the week. Weee!

NO class, NO driving, NO waking up in the morning.

Pure bliss ♥

10 hours more to go :)

Saturday

2009-11-06T20:34:00.000-08:00

I'm staying at home today!

*screams out loud*

Tonnes of things are waiting for me in my room. :(

Gotta finish up my Phy tutorials. Ahhhh *kills self*

Gotta clean my wardrobe, hopefully...

And.. rest. Yes, I just need to REST!

Okay... No, I lied.

Am going Mengkuang Dam later..

Gotta train for Penang Bridge Marathon.

Semangat gilerrrrr :P

****

Its the month of November! How time flies?

Awesome month I would say :)

19 more days till New Moon's premiere in Malaysia!!!!!!

*jumping up and down in excitement*

Ahhhhh, couldnt wait any longer. Tee-hee!

Went Gurney yday with Emily, Zhi Shin, Ker Ting, Brandon, Jin Aun and Muven to celebrate Emily's bday :D

Muven ditched us for his gym session. :S

Had our lunch at.. err.. Wong Kok if I'm not mistaken.

Four of us ordered the same food. LOL

Watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatball in 3D

Watched it for the second time.

And, I still laughed for their joke! ;P

Am that silly. LOL

Walked around. Shopped a lil. Camwhored a lot. Oopps!

The girls ♥

Emily. Zhi Shin. Yours truly.

Before entering the hall. Awesome lighting, eh? ;P

I'll never get sick of myself :D

Came back for dinner with Daryl.

Gosh! How I wish I could hide in my bag or have longer fringe to cover my face yday..

Sheesh! How shy can I get? =X

Oh yeah, I mistakenly thought that a balloon was the moon yday.

Cant blame me kay?

It seriously looks like the moonnnnnn!

Just imagine, a white round balloon out of nowhere floating at the sky.

Please tell me it looks like the moon! *stares with big wet eyes*

Oh lala!

2009-11-05T04:31:00.000-08:00

Weekend is coming!! *screams*

Dont we just love weekends?

♥

Yes, I'm that excited bout weekends!!!

Seriously, I've lost track on what I wanted to blog.

Procrastination ; The love of my life :S

Photos are overloaded in my lappie... But, I just dont know which one to start with!!

Guess I'll just let them rot in it.. Ooppss!

I'm that lazy, shoot me! ;P

Finally, monthly test is DONE!

No, its NOT a good news!!

Its the last monthly test for this sem... which means...

Sem exam is coming! Ahhhh, three weeks time :(

Gotta repent soon *crosses fingers* :/

Will have a proper update soon ♥

Jumbled Up

2009-10-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

Woots! Im back, people! ;)

Life's been treating me well recently.

Bits of sugar here and there... awwww, sugar rush!

Seriously, am taking lots and lots of sweeeeet food recently :)

Had 3 bowls of ice kacang in a week!

Plus 3 cups of bubble milk tea? *hangs self*

And some random outing here and there.

Yes, I've been growing sideways!

Ahhhh, chubby cheeks, please dont come! :(

Went for my love again last Thursday. Yes, two consecutive Thursdays.

The must-have-drinking-pose of Yours Truly VS The reflection on the mirror of Daryl

Poser of the Day!!

"Take me, take me! I close my eyes."

Awesome :P

Our tea on Fri.

Yes, sugar overloaded. I know!

Owh, yeah.. Monthly test is here.

Gosh, how I love my Stats results! *jaws wide open*

I dont even know how to react to it.. Yes, that 'AWESOME'! Dang!

One thing I'm very sure of is I'm going to have a great lecture from the parents when the report arrives. :/

I soooooo wanna get a pair of flats now.

Dont ask why! Random crave.

I can imagine the murderous stare from my sis now since I just bought a pair last fortnight. Ooppss!

But, a pair of extra flats wouldn't kill rite? ;P

P/S : Will blog more when the time allows. Till then! :)

Diwali '09

2009-10-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Weeee!

Went Lobhie's hse on Sat ♥

Before going out, Vincci the eerie called!

Vincci , Gurty

Hellooooo!

Yeah babeh?
Later come fetch me!!!

Ha?

IM BACKKKKKKK!

*screams*

Ahhhh! *slaps*

This girl came back without telling!! Tsk tsk.

Dear eerie, ur plan was successful. I was indeed surprised ;)

Went and fetched Sannie after fetching my dear eerie XD

Sannie was shocked too coz..

Vincci out of nowhere jumped out from the front seat! Lol

Had an awesome catching up session and camwhoring with the babes ♥

Aww.. girls, how can we live without cameras? *vain*

Sannie & Lobhie ; Lobhie & Vincci

Yours truly and Miss Bollywood ;)

Us :)

The awesome ones!

Lobhie my bini,

We were lost when we first reached your house! So different weihhhh LOL!

Your mum is a great cook! Me likey the mutton :)

And.. You're getting hawter day by day! *shy*

Watcha say?

2009-10-19T21:51:00.000-07:00

"Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did"

Oh well, Ms Flu gave me some love bite yday.
My nose kept on running away from me. FML :(
But.. Am much better now! :) I can kill tigers! *rawrs*
Thanks to Daryl for the med.
Was a sweet surprise indeed. Ooppss!

And and and.. Im currently re-watching Twilight again!
Yes, New Moon is coming out real soonnnnnn *squeals in excitement*
Am watching the cut-off scenes. Awww.... *faints*
Coz.. I fnally got my limited edition Twilight DVD! *screams*
Yesh, I noe its late... But I was searching high and low for it and finally get to ordered it.
Wootsssss!

Went to Perangin Mall to get it last Thursday with Daryl.
Seriously, the place creeps me out. Ecspecially the carpark. ==
And.. we went for my ♥ at Gurney after that.
Bubble milk tea oh bubble milk tea :)

Okay, one fine day, if I'm dead out of sudden...

The only cause is... Bubble Milk Tea overdose! Hahahah

My ♥ + My ~~irritating~~ exciting face!

One more thing...
I fell in love with my hair's colour under the sunlight! *SS moment*
Like for real.. I'm starting to love SS moment in the car XD

No proper pic of me.. Coz I looked like shit early in the morning driving to coll! *cries*

Will update soon bout the awesome Deepavali weekend. Catching up sessions with the girls :)

Dreams

2009-10-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

Day dreaming ; Who doesnt? ;P

Its one of my passion. I live my life up to it! *exaggerating*

Yes, I'm the typical dreamy teenage girl.
Dreaming bout my future hubby... ♥

Seriously, who doesnt dream bout their prince charming arriving in shinning armour?!

Ahhhhhh, fairy tales ; Another love.. :)

And, when FB quizzes vs a girl like me... Wonders happened! Lol

Marriage by the beach! *flashes big wide smile*

Just imagine... *closes eyes*

Waves lapping by the rocks.. Clear blue sea water...

Soft white sandy beach...

Little flowergirls holding small bouquets of white roses..

The bride, wearing white satin wedding dress.. walking down the aisle made of flowers...

Staring into her Mr Right dressed in white tux..

Him holding her hand, slips down that ring into her finger..

While accompanied by the cooling breeze throughout our lil white ceremony...

Our sweet honeymoon on the cruise..

Laying down on the deck, staring into the dark blue sky..

The night is so bright, decorated with shiny diamonds.. Shooting diamonds..

All we hear is each other's heartbeat..

When nothing else exists ; Only us!

The serenity.. The bliss.. The love.. ♥

Woots woots!!

I do dream alot! Ooppss!

Whats wrong with dreaming when reality is harsh? XD

Moments

2009-10-13T09:04:00.000-07:00

I've embarrassed myself for like...
128597 times in the past two weeks!
Yes, only two weeks and gazillion times of funny moments happened!
Okay, I'm exaggerating.. XD
And.. the best part is, it all happened with the same person!
*hides face in the bag*

Yoongsze oh Yoongsze, when will you ever grow up?

*****

Went for wan tan mee at New World Park the other day with Daryl.
Yes, thats when I literally wanted to dig a hole and bury my face in it!!
The wan tan mee came, I self service-ly picked up all the green chillies and put them in his plate.
Then, he was like.. choosing those chillies from the mee and putting them aside..
I hate chillies... and it turns out that he dont like those chillies too!!
Ahhhh, please kill me, people!

*****

I dropped the parking ticket when we're on the way out from Gurney.
I didnt even realized I was holding the ticket.. and.. *poof* its gone!

YoongSze : Errr.. Is the ticket with you?
Daryl : Nope..
YoongSze : Shit! Its not with me! I lost it!! *tensed*

I usually get tensed up easily kay?
Searched frantically for the piece of ticket, threw everything out from my bag...
He even stopped the car to find.. hahahah!
In the end, I dropped it at the side of the seat.. ZZZZ!!

*****

On Sunday, after church, I went for wan tan mee again! Hahahah!
The best wan tan mee in BM! :)
My awesome sis texted me to buy her newspaper.
Oh great, I didnt even know where to get newspapersssssss! FML
Ended up, troubling Mr Daryl to find for me..
Okay, at least I know where to get a newpaper now..
And, newspapers are much cheaper than magazines although they're wayyyyy thicker! Oopps!

*****

Today... Its the worst!
I slept too much, like seriously.. over dosed! Hahaha
Woke up in the evening. I was damn blur!!!
My brain is like jello! So wobbly! Ooppss!
I even texted him without my realization.. Crapped some shit and left my phone on my bed.
Then I went wandering around my hse until my sis suddenly came and asked me what did I said to him..
I was like.. Ha?? What?

Checked my phone and realized... I was a supergirl for a moment!
I can text when I was dreaming!
Yes, that amazingggggg!!!

****

Ahhhhh! I'm like that!
*cries out loud*
Embarrassing sialllll!! Gahhhh!
*pulls hair*

Head Over Heels

2009-10-12T08:00:00.000-07:00

I'm superbly hyped up now! :)

Days had been filled with lotsa love ♥

And I'm enjoying every single dayyyyyy

Emo time? One word, NO!

Last week was pure love.

Ahhhh, over flowing love I can say. LOL!

Pampered my nails on Tuesday.

Its been such a longgggg time since they're painted with colors ;)

I love to have long nails, they make my fingers look longer! hahahah

Went for McD on Thursday with Daryl..

.. coz I was having a sudden crave for McD fries on Wed nite. Ooops!

andddddd...
I finally get to lay my hands on Sophie Kinsella's "Twenties Girl"!!

Owh, tell me who doesnt love her sense of humour in writing?

Romantic storyline, perfect prince charming... Every girls' dream ♥
*slaps self* Stop dreaming, Yoongsze!!

Thanks, Daryl!!

She's HAPPY!!
♥

Went shoe hunting with Kerting, Emily, Zhi Shin and Phey Chee on Fri.
Mission failed miserably for me :(

Ended up buying a tank top and some bracelets.

Met up with Daryl later in the evening and went for night market at nite.

Awww.. My bubble milk tea! Woots woots~

Uncle oh Uncle, can I be ur neighbour?? I need it everyday! XD

Did a lil shopping on Sat and Sun..

Ahhh, Deepavali sales!

Now, I'm starting to love Msia..

Lots of celebration, Lots of Sales!!!

*flashes big wide smile*

Off to AC now, Bro's treating!! Aww.. tell me bout LOVE! hahahaha

Life is up everybody

2009-10-06T04:48:00.000-07:00

The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
Number one, number one...

Yuhoooo, people! Imma going to blog bout Sannie's 18! Oops!

I know I'm a lil toooo late but late is better than never rite?!

Took tonnes of photos the other day. Wooossshhh!

I'll let the pictures do the talking aite? ;D

2nd Sept '09

Fetched San to Gurney after class the other day.

Met up with William and his gf, Daryl and his friend.

Went makan at Winter Warmers and jalan-jalan.

Messed around at MPH with weird soft toys! ;P

Us ♥

Then, we went for our Chopper Soup and Chopper Board!

Loveeeeeeeeeee

Yours Truly & Mr Daryl

4th Sept '09

The girls' night out! ♥
Went AC with Vincci & Sannie :)

Had dinner at our 'lou tei fong'!!!!!
Take, Take, Takehana! Awww... How much love we have for that place! ♥♥♥

Vincci & Sannie

Best California roll!!!

Our all time fav ;)

Yoongie. Sannie. Vincci.

Camwhored around AC after dinner.

Yes, we're that vain! Sue us! Hahah!

Yes, we believe that we can fly without wings!

Tell me you're lucky, nie!! XD

Before heading to Secret Recipe :)

Last but not least, a cake for the birthday girl!

San & Veen

Me me me!! Oopss!

♥

Ahhhh, finally done with this late and long post!

Yes, pictures overload!!

Cant do anything if it cause eyesores.

Coz... we're vain like that! ;P

I'm your biggest fan...

2009-10-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

... I'll follow you until you love me

Papa, Paparazzi!

Its Sunday! :)

Went to Convent's Food Fair at BMCC.

Ahhhhh! The heat!!!!

I literally melt like sundae on Sunday! Hahaha

Scorching sun, now I know how much love you have towards me.. ;P

The heat was.. so unbearable till I cant even eat. Lol

Cold drinks were our saviour rite, San? :)

And the fan at Daryl's stall! Ahhhhhh, heaven! ♥

Finally, I get to go for some therapy sessions tdy after a longgggggg week!

Love Love Love!! :D

The adrenaline rush when you're purchasing something...

Awww.. its just so AWESOME! Hahaha

Imagine life without shopping, it'll suck so badly. Ooops!

Bought a window decor for my red hawt baby the other day with Sannie.

Nice venturing around Pulau Tikus! Woots~

One more thing, babies are growing so fast nowadays..

In other words, I feel so old now T____T

I feel like pinching and grabbing her cheeks now!

Yes, I was trying to take a nice photo with her but she's too active for me to control. :(

Baby, are you down down down down down?

2009-10-03T09:42:00.000-07:00

So baby dont worry,

You are my only,

You wont be lonely,

Even if the sky is falling down,

You'll be my only,

No need to worry... ♥

Woots! Finally, mid sem test is over! ;)

Msian Studies is DONE! Yeah babeh, gimme back my Saturdayyyy!!! *high*

Another sleep deprived week.

Pimples, pimples on my face, why of all place you choose to grow? :(

Yours Truly.

Moviesssssssss! ♥

G-Force

Watched it with Daryl during the Raya holidays.

Wouldnt say its AWESOME but its not THAT bad either.

Its much an expected storyline and.. Guinea pigs are always CUTE! :)

Ice Age VS TomYam Noodle

Mr Daryl Aloysius Gasper!

Had our lunch at Noodle Station :)

♥

We went Sunway for the movie but ended up eating Baskin Robbins at Jusco.

Was damn emo throughout the day. Ahhhh, shit do happen rite? XD

The Perfect Getaway

A typical storyline with a perfect twist of ending! ;)

I slept in the cinema! All thanks to Msian Studies and 3 hours of sleep.

Was supposed to watch with Lobhie, Teng and Daryl..

But ended up watching with Daryl only. Blahhhh!

Things do happen rite? Hahahhaha!

Went AC with the girls later in the evening.

Lobhie, its been such a LONG time!
*screams 'I Miss You' *

Guess what?
I've not been shopping like.. for a week!

Argh, hands are starting to itch now.

I need some therapy session asap!

You've Spin...

2009-09-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

My head right round right round...

Yes, Stats, its you! Lol

Slept at 3plus am yday ; Last minute studying, the passion of my life!

*Yoong Sze, repent!!!! *

Had class at 9 this morning. T_____T

Woke up at 7 tdy! *pulls hair*

Thought it wil be jam at brigde but it turns out the other way round!! *rawrs*

Brain sorta went cuckoo after resting for so long and sleep deprived. Haha!

I keep on mixing up 'Boxplot' and 'Blogspot'

Me ; Phey Chee

Eh, later blogspot coming out rite?

Ha? What?

Yeahhh! Blogspot ah!! Got interpolation thinggy also rite?

*burst out laughing* You blogged too much!

Ahhhh! Boxplot, boxplot, boxplot! *twisted tongue*

Look, its kinda tough to pronounce 'Boxplot' rite?

Or its only tough for me? *pouts*

Weeee~

2009-09-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

Ahhh, one week break is such LOVE!

Its such a blessing rite? Oooppss!

During the holidays...

♥ Re-dyed my hair! Buhbye, black roots!! :)

♥ Trimmed my hair again!! Hahahah! I'm that sick ><

♥ Sent my red hawt baby to the beautician ( mechanics ) to make it HAWTERRR!

And its coming back tmw!! Awww.. come back to momma! Heh!

♥ Watched G-force! Shall blog bout it some other time.. I'm that lazy. Sue me!
♥ Hang out with the family. Precious time. ;)

♥ Meet up with the girls. Sorry babes, cant make it on Monday! :(

♥ Went out and about. Malls after malls...

♥ Urmm.. Shall I include halfway done hw and studies here? ;P

Alright, I realized one week break is not that long after all!!! *rawrs*

Kumar! Kumar! Kumar!

2009-09-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

Yo, people!
I'm fine now ;D
Was a lil emo *referring to the previous post*

Woots woots~
Lets get the party started! ==
Oopppss! I'm HIGH! XD

Seriously, Kumar saved my life!
Oh Kumar, u're so wonderful hahahaha

P/S : I just learned how to upload vids from Sou Shuang! hahaha XD

Reminiscing...

2009-09-23T08:08:00.000-07:00

Went to the places that we used to go..
Places that memories were made..
Places that we both loved to go...

Till now, I realized..
I didnt have the courage to enter that particular restuarant..
The one that we both missed..
The one that you said,
" This is the place that I used to come with that crazy girl."
The one that you knew what I loved to eat most..
The one that we'll order the same thing eventhough we've been there for 10000000 times..

Remembers the last iPanema I get?
From you..
The last time we went out together..
The last present I got from you...
The last thing that represents us..
Browsing through those new flipflops today..
I'm lost, confused, tired..
Am seriously sick of this.. Get me out of here!!
*screams*

I dont know how to differentiate between truth and lies..
The words that came off from you.. I'm sick of interpreting!
I'm sick of everything.. Why?
Why of all time you came back and told me all these?
Why of all time you came and remind bout our promises?
Where were you when I was having the toughest time?
Where were you when I needed you the most?

You, can you stop telling me?

Promise In the Dark

2009-09-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

I've promised...

Aint turning back no more ;

Learn from the past ;

Close that chapter ;

Remains as history!

*circles my heart*

Its hard. Ecspecially I see you coming back again..

Its stupid to care, I should not even bother bout you..
But.. arghhh! *pulls hair again and again*

NO, NO, NO!!!

Oh, oh, dear YoongSze, DONT let him spoil ya mood!! ;D

The night is still young, babeh!

Its time to partayyyy in the USA!

Am seriously worn out tdy.

Church in the morning but sleeping in the wee hours the night before. My bad T___T

Then, then, we went back to the same place for wan tan mee!! Ahhhhhh... ♥ ♥ ♥

Went Penang with the family to celebrate Raya with the maid. Lol

♥

Just in case you people forgot how I look like! XD

I know its a short post..

Look, at least I took an effort to blog! hahahaha

Grow up, babeh! ♥

2009-09-19T09:11:00.000-07:00

Hey, hey, you you!
Take a look at my layout! ;D

Ahhh, this is seriously so NOT me! *pulls hair*
Sobs, no more cutie birdie! hahaha
Yes, I need a change.
A chance to grow up to be more matured. Pffft!
Question : What is it gotta do with my layout?

Ooppps! I've got no idea why too XD
I love to contradict my words, dont I?
I'm driving myself crazy my confusing myself!
*grabs more hair to pull*
Dang! I'm good in monologue!

Okay, shall stop showing my silliness here! Heh
Nite, people!
xoxo ♥

Live Your Life

2009-09-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

Things couldnt be greater. ;D

I just couldnt stop smiling!!! *flashes big wide smile*

Yes, yes, I've been this hyper for like.. FOREVER! Ahhhh, pure bliss! ♥

Final Destination 4

Watched it with a bunch of whacko-s! LOL

Expected storyline, gruesome scenes, everyone died.

Typical sequel! But...

The main actor is damn yeng rite? hahaha!

Well, at least he made the movie less gruesome I guess XD

8 tickets for 8 of us at Hall 8 ;D

The Ugly Truth

Hands down to those witty jokes!

Never ever use the word 'blow' and 'job' in one sentence! hahaha

And.. Flipping ya beans? Ooopppsss! =X

Went badminton with Sayang, Teng, Eve, Sheryl, Brandon and Daryl this morning.

Stupid white lie, gonna wax Daryl's hair soonnn! XD

After bad, Daryl brought me to the best wan tan mee in BM!

Woots woots~ Wan tan mee, my ♥ !

Hols season is here!
Which means...

I wont be updating my blog that frequent again! Hahahha!

I'm a sucker in time management ;D

If you dont know my name... Just call me babeh! hahahaha

*inside joke*

High!

2009-09-17T09:13:00.000-07:00

Yes, yes, am HIGH now! hahaah
Damn high, kay?
Oh, oh, evacuate the dance floor!
Coz.. Fire's burning on the dance floor! Uwohhh~
Ooppps! Told ya, I'm high!

Seriously, I got so many things to blog. ( yeah yeah, I repeat this phrase in almost every post )
But.. Yeah, I just couldnt find time! ;P

I can smell the aroma of holiday rushing into my nose now!
Say yes, babehs! Holiday is around the corner!
Such bliss, this is the FIRST longgggggg holidays I got ever since I started coll life, kay?
Thats how excited I am! ;D

P/S : You, stop thinking too much! Stop turning around, its YOU!

090909

2009-09-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

Last year was 080808

This year is 090909

Next year? 101010

When will this ever end? ;D

Issues

2009-09-07T23:21:00.000-07:00

Trust ; I'm very sensitive towards this.

Its either you trust me or STOP questioning me.

Yes, I get frustrated easily when you DONT trust me.

I'm sick of this ; I hate it!

Urgh.

***

Vincci is back to KL again! T______T

Managed to catch up with her on the night before she left.

Veen-chan, gurt-kun MISH yaaaa! *screams*

Went AC for Nando's with Veen, Teng & Wei Wen. ♥

I take you, You take me! ;D

And.. and.. and..

I found......

Whats this? Whats this?

Chicken arse!!! In my meal. Blahhhhh!

***

Oh ya, my car is becoming prettier and hotter day by day!!

Its awesome-ly being being hurt again! hahaha

This time, its dented! See see!

My car aint that boring rite?

I've accessorised it with scratches & dents.

Oh crap, gonna bear with my ugly car till Raya break T_____T

Urmm.. Bout Sannie's 18, shall update later.. hahaha

I'm like this, dont trust me! =X

Late One

2009-09-06T00:31:00.000-07:00

As you can see, my title explains all.
Its seriously a very lateeeeeee post!

Well, late is better than never rite? :P

These are some of the things that I've done for the past 2 weeks.

So, I'll be blogging more on photos than words coz..

I've forgotten what had happened on that day XD

UP UP UP

Watched it with Daryl.

Russell!! I wanna pinch his face!! ♥
The movie was a lil let down..
Maybe I was expecting a lil too high.. but still!!!

Laughing Gor

Watched with the mad sis and underaged bro.

Was forced by my sis to watched it.. Why?

I guess my sis is into uncles nowadays.. XD
Its a PG 18 movie!
And, three of us was asked to show our IC upon entering the cinema.

Oh crap, I'm the only legal one! =X
Bro cekap-ly lied and said he forgot to bring his IC. Lol

On the Merdeka weekend..

We [ sis & I ] went shoppinggggggg ♥ ♥ ♥

Jusco, Sunway, Queenbay..

The weekend is definitely full of love! :D

Sisters :)

Sze. Wei. Teik. Hui

Shall end it here.

Next post : Sannie's Big 18!

Blahhh!

2009-09-05T21:08:00.001-07:00

Am still alive and kickin' hard! ;) will update SOON!

Red Hawt Baby!

2009-08-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

Bought this red hawt lil thing to make my red hawt car even hawtterrrr (hotter) !!!

HAWT HAWT HAWTTTTT!

I'm that irritating ; Sue me!! ;D

Short lil post. Simple and sweetttt! Rite rite?
Lots more to come.
I'm still that lazy T____T

P/S : Happy 52nd Birthday, Malaysia!!!

P/P/S: Happy 17th Birthday, Eve Babeh! :D

Sunday is Sundae ;D

2009-08-30T01:41:00.000-07:00

Sunday afternoon. A blessed one.

Sunday is the new LOVE ;)

Have been MIA for such a long time!

My blog is so damn rotten. Urgh.

WHY WHY WHY

I'm too adorable I guess, Mr Fever and Ms Flu decided to fall in love with me.

Sick pun mau camwhore =X

I'm seriously lack of sleep now.

Slept at 4am yday nite and woke up at 7.30am this morning...

Yes, I'm trying to be a vampire ; Preparing myself before New Moon release! ==

Two 'sua pa-s' invaded my hse tdy. Lol

Have been hanging out with them since 8 in the morning today...

I'm wondering why couldnt I get sick of them? XD

The loved ones

Shall update more soooonnnn!

xoxo

Rainbows, Candies, Marshmallows!

2009-08-29T01:06:00.001-07:00

Life's that colourful, rite rite? ;D

No, I'm not going to blame my lazy-ness again! Hahaha!
Now I shall blame the time.. XD

It passes too fast, thats the reason why I dont have time to blog!! Lol

[ Sobs. I suck in managing my time! T____T ]

Like I've said in the previous post, I rushed back from class to catch a movie.

Seriously, I have no idea why cartoon characters in movies are getting uglier and uglier!

Its too ugly to the extend that its scary instead of CUTE!!

I thought cartoon characters should be adorable?

Or maybe I'm the only one having this kind of typical thinking? T___T [ Someone please agree with me!! *stares with big wet eyes* ]

Aliens in The Attic

I missed a whole big front part of the movie.

So, I was a lil blur throughout the thinggy. Lol

Daryl was by the side explaining what is going on to clear my confusion.

I'm cool ( blur ) like that! Blekkkkkkkk!!

Overall, the movie was okay-okay only laaaa!!
Not too boring, not very interesting... Oh, look, I'm talking crap again ==

Last Sat, after our Malaysian Studies, we decided to go makan-makan.

Seoul Garden babeh!

We ate like pigs!! Okay, maybe only me hahaha

But we sat there for 4 hours long!

Jin Aun was the BEST
He ate raw chicken! Like for real.

He went like " Ehh! Still cold one leh the chicken. "

*laugh out loud*

Then, he mistakenly ate a whole bunch of raw mee and he didnt even realized that they're raw!!!

Until he cooked another bunch of them.. He ate the cooked one and went..

"Ehhh! I just now eat not cooked one mee! This one hot hot one... this is the cooked one!"

*burst and laugh out even louder*

Brandon with his rotten banana ==

This explains the pic below which is BLUR!!

Jin Aun. Brandon. Emily. Zhi Shin. Yours Truly.

P/S : Am too lozy to rotate the pic above. T___T

Call Me Your Sugar!

2009-08-19T08:53:00.001-07:00

Am currently doing my hw!! *proud* I hardly do my hw, k? ;) Sayang, I repented! Say you love me, babeh~ :) I'm like a walking zombie today. Slept at 3.30 yday and woke up at 9 for class till 4! Went to the library to discusss bout malaysian studies's assignment... And rush back for a movie. Yet, I'm still AWAKE now!! Why am I studying at this hour? Coz... My beloved KDU sent monthly report to my hse every month! As usual, screwed up my results and mummy is not happy with it! Oh, great! Am having another test next week. Urgh! Besides all these pathetic stuff, my one and only VEEN-CHAN is back!! VINCCI! VINCCI! VINCCI! *squeals in excitement* :-D

Numb

2009-08-17T12:30:00.001-07:00

I didnt know what I'm supposed to feel now...
I didnt know what am I up to now..
Its 3.30 am. Yet, I'm still awake.

I was lost again. Maybe..
After all this while, I was not found.
I wish I'm always lost..
Running away from reality ; harsh reality!

I thought I am a coward , wont be able to face you.
Thank God, I proved myself wrong ;)
I was glad that things are over..
I am proud of myself that I was able to resist the temptation.

At the end of the day,
I'm still clueless... I didnt know what I want!
Wtf, I'm driving myself crazy again, you see!!!
Sigh. I'm like that. Damn indecisive. =(

I Just Wanna Close My Eyes