Freaking Out

Pimples finally found their spots to grow on my face.
Urgh.
Eye bags finally found their way to 'decorate' my eyes.
Argh.

I'm having insomnia!! Wtf.
*pulling hair & running around*

What if I screwed up my SPM? What if I didnt score better than my trials? What if I didnt score straight A1's? What if I disappoint my whole family? What if I'm the black sheep? What if I didnt get any scholarship? What if I'm the only one who failed so miserably? What if... What if.. What if... *and the list go on...*

I'm anxious, nervous, frustrated... but, in the other hand, I'm happy that the day has finally arrived. Its so complicated lah... Geram!

On a brighter note :
No hopes, no disappoinments. I'm seriously trying my very best level not to hope too much.
I need to cool and chill down. ;)

Ahhhh... after expressing myself out, I'm feeling much better.
Only one more day to go. I'm glad that the day has come.
Somehow, I do need to accept what it is.
What it is, is what it is, its fated.
I'm suddenly so optimistic rite?
Its a trick to cool myself down. XD

Praying for the best... :)

My Partner In Crime

No, she's not my partner in crime.

She's my loyal laughing/screaming partner!

We LOVE laughing and screaming in the middle of the class.

And, we irritated alot of ppl by this! XD

This particular mad girl decided to pop out to the world on 9th March 1991.

Yes yes yes!!!!

Its her 18th birthday today!!!

She's celebrating in NS and she was excited bout it.

This eerie was reluctant to go NS in the beginning but was having so much fun there now!

Aww... I'm starting to miss this physco..

Its okay la, she's coming back this wed!!

Lalalalalalala~

She always look this serious XD

Its hard to see her face like this.... ;)

And I dont like how I looked here! Lmao!!

Happy Birthday, Vincci!!!!!

=)

Pending

Everything around me is pending.

Yes, pending!

Why is that so?

I do think that its part of my fault. I'm a lil bit too lazy! Hah!

My studies plan is still pending!

Yeah, results are coming out next week and yet I've still got no idea what is waiting for me.

I do regret giving up on the Taylor's Scholarship. Well, maybe a lil bit la..

I've got to repair my lappie!

Mum told me that since Dec and yet its still lying across my bed every night!

I do think that I inherited my lazy genes from my mum! ;)

I'm supposed to choose a hp model that we both like and buy it after CNY!

Its MARCH already!!!!!!! Urgh.

*pulls hair*

I should have been exercising every morning with my mum to lose weight.

I've put on weight due to the supremely long break from scul.

Yet, I'm still sleeping deadly on my bed every morning and rush to the toilet whenever its time for work!

Shoot me, people!

I've bought two new story books the other day when I'm out with him.

Both of the book are still pathetically left alone by the side.

I'm supposed to read it, k? =(

And and and...

Baby's bday is coming soon.

I still got nothing in my mind.

What to buy? What to surprise? What to eat? Where to celebrate?

*cries miserably*

Since everything is not progressing in my life, I do wonder what did I do everyday.

Lol!

There's a big question mark though.

Well, at least I've did something done today.

I've cut my hair!

*clap hands*

=)

Actually, I dont mind being lazy if he's diligent!! XD

Speechless

Am soooo speechless now.
Sometimes, I really do feel that I should not express out my feelings.
Too much to bear, too much to worry.
Some people around me do get offended easily.
Hello? This is how I feel!!

I do consider myself as somebody who is tooooo straight forward.
My bad, I cant hide my feelings. I just cant.
I'll voice out whenever I'm not feeling right, whenever I'm angry at somebody.
People just have to learn to accept the fact that they're not perfect.
So, when somebody voice out, why do you get offended?
Its stupid. Accept your mistake, and make it right!
No point getting angry at that somebody who voice out their opinion.
Blahhhhhh...

I've read a news in Star this week.
A post that I wouldnt agree.
It says : Bloggers should be given rules to follow
What is this?
Blogging is another way to express our feelings.
How can we control our feelings by blogging only good stuff everytime?
Its simply ridiculous.
In my opinion, I dont need anyone's permission to scold somebody that I hate in MY blog!
Pathetically, people just dont understand.
Urgh, just too bad.

I'm seriously outta my mood now.
Mood swings. It happens every month.

Another Legal Baby!

*blow trumpets*

*throws confetti*

Its her bday!!! ;)

Her 18th Birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday, Miss Tew!

Tengiiiiiiiieeeeeeee!!!!!!! ;)

God Bless.