Freaking Out

Pimples finally found their spots to grow on my face.
Urgh.
Eye bags finally found their way to 'decorate' my eyes.
Argh.

I'm having insomnia!! Wtf.
*pulling hair & running around*

What if I screwed up my SPM? What if I didnt score better than my trials? What if I didnt score straight A1's? What if I disappoint my whole family? What if I'm the black sheep? What if I didnt get any scholarship? What if I'm the only one who failed so miserably? What if... What if.. What if... *and the list go on...*

I'm anxious, nervous, frustrated... but, in the other hand, I'm happy that the day has finally arrived. Its so complicated lah... Geram!

On a brighter note :
No hopes, no disappoinments. I'm seriously trying my very best level not to hope too much.
I need to cool and chill down. ;)

Ahhhh... after expressing myself out, I'm feeling much better.
Only one more day to go. I'm glad that the day has come.
Somehow, I do need to accept what it is.
What it is, is what it is, its fated.
I'm suddenly so optimistic rite?
Its a trick to cool myself down. XD

Praying for the best... :)