Back To November

I'm so glad you are happy right now

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How's life? Tell me,how you're doing

It has really been for awhile..

You've been good, busier than ever

We've been like the monsoon raining weather

So dark and cold, perfect strangers

Because our last date, that Thursday night

Is still burned in the back of my mind

We watched movie, our thirtieth movie

So this is me realizing my fault

thinking that you will not

let go, holding on till the end...

And I'll go back to November all the time

It turns out we were both falling fast for nothing

Wishing I'd realized what we had when we were friends..

I'll go back to November, change my mind and make it alright

I'll go back to November all the time..

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back all your sweet deeds

When your birthday passed, and I didnt call...

Then I think about moments, all the beautiful times

How you appeared as the saviour of my life

Midnight calls just to cheer me up

And the surprises, the hoodie, the tablets touched my heart

This is how we started off, and all we have now is goodbye

So this is me realizing my fault

thinking that you will not

let go, holding on till the end...

And I'll go back to November all the time

It turns out we weer both falling fast for nothing

Wishing I'd realized what we had when we were friends..

I'll go back to November, change my mind and make it alright

I'll go back to November all the time..

I miss your tan skin, your big eyes

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that November night

The first time you ever watched me sleep

Maybe this is foolish thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

I was silly enough, I swear I was happy

I'd go back in time and change it, but I cant

So all I left to do was to, realize it...

So this is it finally, I am

waking up, facing it

no point turning back and be sad..

And now I'm grateful for you

It turns out you've opened my eyes to the world

Realized how harsh reality are supposed to be...

And I'll go back to November, cherishing everything we had

I'll go back to November, wishing you are once real to me

I'll go back to November all the time..

All the time...

Finally. Finally. Finally I'm alright :)
It was a bittersweet experience and now I'm learning how to cherish it..
Yes, it takes a very long time for me to recover this time.. Dont wanna repeat the same mistake by depending my feelings on others to heal. Imma standing up on my own, yo! :D

Retail therapy plays a very big and important role too! :P