Neglecting

I've been neglecting my blog too much..

I've only posted 4 posts in January! :O

Its not that I'm lazy to blog.. I've realized that I've lost the umph to blog :(

Too much things happened lately. T______T

Things that I couldnt blog about. Gah, lagi saddening T_______T

I'm sad ; Very sad! :(

I wanna go shoppingggggggggggggggggggg!!!!

I need to shop so so so so badly now.

I need to have my retail therapy!!!

3 more days of coll to attend and...

One week break, here I come!! :D

I'm dying to have a break from coll.. Tests and tests and tests...

Never ending tests.. boo-hoo!

Did I mentioned that right after CNY, I'll be having test again?!

FMLFMLFML

Gtg, gonna go bake cookies now.

Growing Up

Its a phase that everyone must go through.
We're growing up without realizing it..
From the most basic thing ; The way we dress up..
We change from time to time..
As time passes by, we gotta change to be a more matured person. Urgh

A lot of things happened lately.
Stuffs that I wouldnt wanna face, matters that I didnt expect...
But, what is done, is done..
No point dwelling over it, no point regretting over it.. No point getting emo over it..
The only thing left to do is to learn from my mistake.
Things happen for a reason ; For better or for worse, you tell me.

The world aint perfect.
I used to say, "Everyone is good, nice.. They're supposed to be good anyway."
Parents tried to prove me wrong, smacked a lot of examples into my face...
BUT never once, I trusted them..
Now I know, I know.. NOT everyone is supposed to be an angel..
If everyone is supposed to be an angel, why the word satan exists?

Daryl said I'm too naive. Naive to the extent of stupidity.
People fool me around ; I wouldnt noticed.
Just because I trust people too easily..
The past is haunting, the dark past...
Memories that both of us wouldnt wanna remember..
Memories that we both wanna erase..
Argh, why are things so complicated? *pulls hair*