Thursday, April 30, 2009

Random




My life is so fucked up rite now!
One minute, its great.
Another minute, its pathetic.
Urgh. I'm straining myself too much.
Stupid roller-coaster emotions.


Note to self : Stop falling for him! YoongSze, you must wait.

Threads of Destiny

Watched it yday.
It was a nice movie. ;)
The actor.. fuh!! *drools* haha!





Somehow, at the end of the day..
I felt related to the movie.
It reminded a lot of stuff about us.
The way we ended up our relationship...
The things that we're going through now...
With a new guy by my side, I'm finding ways to go through this.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

29th April

0000 am , 29th April 2005...
The day we decided to begin our journey.
The day we decided to be each other's gf/bf.
In the beginning, we used to celebrate twice every month.
He thought it was 28th.. it was the midnight of 28th.
We used to argue for this stupid lil date! =X

Practically, we spent our entire high school life together.
We grew up together, we went tuitions together, we studied together..
We shouted at each other with frustrations when we argued.
We cried together when we're mad at each other.
We slammed each other's phone call when we have diff opinions.

Yet, you were the one who made me cry and laugh at the same time.
Yet, you were the one who came up with all those lame jokes when I'm down.
Yet, you were the one who gave me the shoulders to cry on.
Yet, you were the one who carved a smile on my face whenever I frown....

You was the one who taught me love ; You defined it.
You taught me how to care, tolerate, respect each other..
You brought alot of new things into my life...
You brought me along wherever you went..
And I need you beside me whenever I'm out.
You're like my GPS, my parking driver...
I'm a mess without you!

You coloured my life with a lot of lil surprises.
The small lil gift whenever we meet...
The small lil peck on the face out of sudden...
The way you'll wake me up when I'm asleep in the car...
I missed everything...

At first, I thought you're just my boyfriend..
A person to love, a person to care for...
Later, I've found out that you aint my boyfriend anymore..
You're a part of my life!
Somehow, I'm addicted and obsessed with you ; My Boo!
I need you!

Yes, he was very important to me...
He used to be a part of my life...
We're supposed to celebrate our 4th year anniversary today.
Somehow, fairytales doesnt happen this time.
He left for my sake. He left...
For education ; for good.

He said he doesnt want to leave me during my birthday.
He said he doesnt want to see me cry.
He said he doesnt want to be a bf who couldnt make his gf happy.
He said he doesnt want to disappoint me.
He said.. He said...
He's emo to leave ; He made me emo too.

Our promises.
Sealed and kept deep inside our hearts.
A place that only both of us knew...
A faraway place.
Our secret runaway...

Monday, April 27, 2009

Swine Flu

The 2009 swine flu outbreak is the spread of a new strain of H1N1 influenza virus that was first detected by public health agencies in March 2009. The new strain is an apparent reassortment of several strains of influenza A virus subtype H1N1, including a strain endemic in humans and two strains endemic in pigs, as well as an avian influenza.

So, its somesort like bird flu, you know. When bird flu attacks, we decided to avoid from eating chickens.
Now? Avoid from eating pork?!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams*
How am I supposed to live without pork? hahaha!

Now presenting...
No Pork ft. Yoong-Z!

Tell me how I'm supposed to live with no pork
Cant live, Cant eat with no pork
Thats how I feel whenever pork aint there...
There's no pork, no life...
Got me out here for eighteen years
Tell me how I gonnabe without pork
If cant eat pork, I just cant live...
There's no pork, no life...

No pork, pork
No life, life
No pork, pork
No life, life....

I do sound like a carnivore, dont I? =X
Just imagine ur life without char siew, siew bak... *emo*
Kay la kay la.. Actually it aint that serious here, in Malaysia.
Lets pray hard that it will not spread so fast from Mexico. ;)

No pork-u, No life-u!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Great time, Great companies... ;)

Chilled out with the girls yday.
Roaming around aimlessly... We're very good in doing it! ;)
And of course.. We snapped, snapped & snapped!!!
Jusco's toilet amazed us.
Seriously, we still got no idea why they put such seat in the toilet!

Sajoo : Biggie : Jadie boo!

I didnt know why I look so moody weih!! T____T

Posers! Hahah!

Mua : Sajoo

Acting cute, eh? ;)


Went Goo's house later in the evening.
Forced her not to go swimming coz we're already in front of hse. *smirks
Jade's driving was... 'Awesome'!
*inside joke*
Supposed to go Carnation for dinner but it was closed!
So, we went to the nearest 'kopitiam' to eat.
Sharoon was very good in ordering food weih!
Tua pan, yee fan, hokkien chah... hahahha!



The son came later to pass me some stuff he bought in Aussie.
Thanks!!! Tee-hee!

=)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I will be...

Things are getting better.
Finally, I've made up my mind.
Education, done!
Concert? Almost done... ;)

Went Vincci's hse for Pan Mee tdy!
It was superb!!! =)
Her mum is definitely a great cook weih!
I wonder when only my mum will be cooking... =(

And, I finally saw the rainbow...
Its smeared ; as long as its there...
Like I've always said ; We'll make through this, dont we?

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

No Air

Tell me how to breath with no air... No air...
Have been out very often lately. Too often.
Watched Fast & Furious 4 for twice. Lmao!
Watched Friday the 13th with CY too. ;)
We squeaked like mice in the cinema. =X
And halfway watching, the screen blacked out.
Hahahaha! Blame the cinema, people!!
Went fun fair with the girls the other day.
And...


I got this bruise as sourvenir from the bumper car ride! =(
Now...
*

Take a look at my baby!
( Lol! She's actually my cousin's baby and I feel like pinching her cheeks whenever I see her! Damn cute weih! Simply irresistable. ;) )



She's only two months old and she's already knows how to stick out her tongue. Blek!

I still miss you as you do. We'll make things right.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Finally, I understood..

Finally, I understand what is happening.
Finally, I know he is doing the right thing.
Finally, I'm moving on...

Both of us believed very much in this ;
If we're really meant to be together, we'll end up being together.
So, just let it go with the flow...
Giving it all up to time.

We'll be waiting for it.
He promised.

Monday, April 6, 2009

.....

We've met the end.
Its our time to let go...

No matter what happened,
I'll still care for you,
I'll still think of you,
I'll still miss you...

Goodbye.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Picture of the Day!


FUNNY!!!
*inside joke*
=D

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Shoot me!

In this middle of the night,
a girl who was facing nothing besides her laptop,
went ecstatic and screaming all the way.. until her lungs came off!

She's counting down their days,
its only 27 days left!!!!
To complete their 1460 days together.

The anticipation kills her.
Yes, she's shouting for joy!

This girl who went crazy for the only guy she loves...
Is going to celebrate her 4th year anniversary with him!!

27 days left!! *squeals*


=)