Sunday, December 27, 2009

Year '09

Was thinking bout my year yday... Geez, am too lifeless at home. LOL
Trust me, its a year full of ups and downs for me.



This is how I looked like in the beginning of the year.
With my green Mickey specs and black hair :)


The first half year was the worst period of time I've been through.
Education was messed up. Damn clueless bout where to go to..
Blah and blah and blah and blahhhhhh!
Then, my four years relationship cracked ; Ended everything just like that.
Was damn emo for MONTHS!! Am hiding, avoiding from the truth.. I just couldnt face it.
Cried almost every single day.. Gosh, now I realized how stupid I was for that few months. Tsk!
You may think that its okay to cry when you broke up.. ( I was too at that time )
But, the things that he'd done.. Gah, he doesnt deserve a single drop of my tears! Pffffttttt 
Ended another chapter of my life. Closed and sealed.. Kept in the back of my mind forever, no point bringing it up again. :)
No matter how harsh the reality is, we just have to stand up and face it, don't we?

Through all those obstacles, I get to grow up.
If you know me well, you'll know how much I hate to think, how often I blabber things out without hesitating, how easy I trust someone, how easy to deceive me...
Am that naive ; Thinking that the world is oh-so-pretty-and-harmless...
Yet, I've learned a lot this time.. No, the world aint complicated...
Its just not as simple as it seems :)
Am learning.. learning how to be more matured, learning how to think.. learning how to act like my age. XD
Urm.. Okay, maybe I'll leave the thinking part to the boyfie. Tee-hee! ( Yes, I'm always that dependant )
All in all, I just wanna thank my babes who are always there for me when I'm down.
Thankssss dears, thanks for being there when I'm whining bout my life *loves*

*Pooooooooooof*
There goes my bitter first half year :P
Started coll in June :D
Met new friends. All whole new bunch of whacko-s!! LOL
All we did most was burst out into laughters in class everyday.
Movies, birthday celebrations and beach trip.. Weeeee~



Few more days to go and I'm gonna meet this bunch of whacko-s again.
Boy oh boy, here comes my second sem. Blahhhhhh!


Then.. I met my crazy frog boyfriend. The stubborn cow :P
He was the one who told me the truth bout my break up.. So, automatically he'll be the one who is there for me whenever I whine bout my life rite?
No, no.. He get so frustrated and pissed off with me whenever I talked bout him and he'll ended up talking to sayang ( Chuannyien ) ; Releasing his frustrations. HAHAHAHA
Daryl is the worst donkey I've ever met!! How stubborn can one be?
He can ask me out again and again although I rejected him thousands of time, he can come to KDU several times just to bump into me..
He can even come all the way to KDU from BM just to pass his jacket to me coz I forgot to bring mine along and I was freezing in class...
He can come back to BM all the way from Penang just to pass medicine to me when I was sick..
Ahhhh, how not to fall in love with him? ;)





He is the best thing that has ever happened to me... :)
9 more hours and he'll be back.
Baby, I miss youuuuu 

Few more days and here comes a whole new year.
Yes, I've changed a lot.. For better or for worse? You tell me :D




Yoongsze at the end of the year.
Chubbier cheeks, purple specs and dyed hair :P

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Home

Ahhh, its so nice to rot at home.
Yes, just stay at home all day long.. doing nothing.
Seriously, its so nice to be home :)
Gonna recharge myself before Daryl is back :P
Gosh, I sounded so old  ><

I wanna redye my hair!
Geez, the black roots are killing me! :(
Am thinking of dying it back to black... ( Sick of redying the roots again and again )

2 more days...
... till Daryl Aloysius Gasper will be back! Woots!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Feliz Navidad :)

Merry Christmas, people!! 

I'm finally back. Woots!
A week in Bangkok.. Shopped till the whole family dropped! :P
Pictures were uploaded in FB :)
Boy oh boy.. things there are supremely extremely awesomely CHEAP!!!
Urm.. okay, maybe its not really that cheap but when we saw the price tags, we FELT that they're cheap coz we automatically get to cut off one zero ;D



Stuffs that we bought minus the shoes, bags and accessories :D

Reached here on the 23rd midnight. Exhausted gilerrrrr!
7 days without him, it kills ; Definitely.
Thank God, I get to see him yday before he left for Thailand.
Yes, yes, we're that sick!
I went Thailand for 7 days, till 23rd while he'll be in Thailand for 4 days from 25th.
Sheeeshhhh! 

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks the Squeakquel




We missed the front part! Tsk tsk ><
The chipettes are HAWT single ladies! hahahah
Sooooo cute :D

Had Nando's for dinner the movie.
Its Thursday!! Couples promo. Woots!
Had my all time fav peri chipssssss! Satisfied gilerrr!





My fav picture of both of us :)

We exchanged xmas pressies in the car.
I literally melts when I opened my present.
Awww.. the sweetest guy I've ever met *shy*





He bought me a black bag coz he never seen me used one before. LOL
Gummy bears to accompany me when he's in Thailand.
Two 2 shirts from his camp..
One hand made Christmas card and an envelope full of hand written letters... 



The front and back of the handmade card *loves*

Didnt managed to spend the rest of the night with him.
He had to attend his church's mass.
Was supposed to go out with the girls.. But, things do happen rite?
Boo-hoo! T_____T
Nvm nvm, nie nie... we MUST go out before my sem starts kay? :P
And.. Vincci, lemme see ur face before you go back KL!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

One Month ♥



11 12 2009
Happy One Month, Dear!
The beginning of more to come... :)




Daryl,
I'm sorry you have to tolerate the irritating me, the self-centered me, the unreasonable me...
Like I've said before, I may be the worst girl you've ever met.. So, regret now? You better NOT! :P
Like any other couple, we've argued, we've cried, we've pushed each other to our limits..
Flaws and imperfections.. We'll be perfect in them, dont we? :)

Things are happening very fast between us ; Very fast.
We've got together in a very short period of time..
We've known each other for years.. but never been as close as the past half year..
He was the one who came and get me out from my emo phase, he was the one who changed my thoughts,
he was the one who showed me whats right and whats wrong..
Ahhhhh, he made me fell for him.. deeper and deeper.. Ooopss!
To be with him is a very different feeling.. I have never been so sure bout someone ; NEVER!
We fell in love with each other so deeply, till we'll never get sick of sticking around each other.

***

Since he gets all hyped up for the simplest thing ever, he planned the whole day for our lil celebration. LOL
He called my parents the night before coz he didnt wanna tell me the plan n stuff.. How mysterious can my bf be? Tsk!
Thank God, I'm not that stupid! I was in front of my mum when he called :P [ Oops, no more surprises! ]
But, being the good innocent one, I acted like I dont know a single thing! Hahahahaha!

He came and fetched me around noon.. and he LIED!
He said we had to go back to his hse to take his 'Touch & Go' card coz he left it at home..
BUT, once we entered his hse, he lead me to the dining table.. and.. Tada!
He cooked lunch.. Aww... *melts*

After lunch, we headed to Penang.
Decided to take the ferry since we longed to take it with each other ;)
And.. since it was our first time, we camwhored macam orang kampung first time taking ferry! LOL


I love torturing him :P


And.. He loves to destroy my pic!! So, we're even now XD

Reached Gurney around 4.. Stupid jam!
Stucked for hours. Tsk tsk.. Grrrr!



Bought this complicated structured candy the other day.. was wondering how to eat it in the coll for a day! LOL



Stupid jam.. Figuring out how to eat the candy did helped us to kill out time.

Watched Princess and The Frog :)



Ahhh, typical princess fairytale story... Happy ending.
"Lets pucker!"
I do wonder..
Why must it be Princess and The Frog but not Prince and the Frog? :P



Another self-vaining pic destoyed by him and.. he's a good poser too! :P


Walked around Gurney and had dinner before we went back.
Nevertheless, it was a memorable one.
Thank you, dear 

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Dream

I had nightmare yday! :(
Oh, crap! Its seriously the worst nightmare ever.

It was like those scenarios in the games. Dead zombies everywhere.. and some trapped in the lab.
Daryl was the scientist working at the lab.BUT he's weird!! Very weird..
I caught him on cctv, kissing and licking those dead zombies' bodies!!
Boy oh boy, just imagine.. Those wounded bloody bodies.. Ewww!! [ Yes, this is disturbing ]
Then, I confronted him.. And guess wad he told me?!
He knew that he is bisexual when he's studying.. and when he is exposed to dead bodies, he realized that he has the 'thing' for dead bodies too!! Wtf!!

Urgh! This is seriously very disturbinggggg!
The image is still freshly in my mind now *pukes*
GAHHHHHHH! ><

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Short & Sweet

Title describes it all :)
Life's been pretty hectic lately.
Thats why my blog is DEAD T_____T


Things that made me go missing :
 Leeching Sticking around the boyfie. We basically spent almost everyday together :D







 Shop, shop, shop! Year end sales!!  Ahhh, L.O.V.E! :P







 Went for movies with the boyfie. Love Happens & Couples Retreat.





Touching story. Simple yet nice.
I cried T____T
And.. I realized I cry easily! Dang!!







Four troubled marriage couples went for some marriage therapy at one AWESOME island!!
Highly recommended! Cracked me up like mad. LOL 
:D


 Classes, classes and classes!! Gah, thank God its over by this week. Semester break, here I come!! Weee~







Will be blogging with more pictures soon. A proper post ; I promise.
Am currently VERY excited bout tmw. Its the 11th!! XD
The anticipation is killing me, Mr Daryl.
Shut up and reveal the secret soon, pretty please? :P


xoxo