Saturday, February 6, 2010

Growing Up

Its a phase that everyone must go through.
We're growing up without realizing it..
From the most basic thing ; The way we dress up..
We change from time to time..
As time passes by, we gotta change to be a more matured person. Urgh

A lot of things happened lately.
Stuffs that I wouldnt wanna face, matters that I didnt expect...
But, what is done, is done..
No point dwelling over it, no point regretting over it.. No point getting emo over it..
The only thing left to do is to learn from my mistake.
Things happen for a reason ; For better or for worse, you tell me.

The world aint perfect.
I used to say, "Everyone is good, nice.. They're supposed to be good anyway."
Parents tried to prove me wrong, smacked a lot of examples into my face...
BUT never once, I trusted them..
Now I know, I know.. NOT everyone is supposed to be an angel..
If everyone is supposed to be an angel, why the word satan exists?

Daryl said I'm too naive. Naive to the extent of stupidity.
People fool me around ; I wouldnt noticed.
Just because I trust people too easily..
The past is haunting, the dark past...
Memories that both of us wouldnt wanna remember..
Memories that we both wanna erase..
Argh, why are things so complicated? *pulls hair*

2 comments:

jordanc said...

don't worry too much about being naive...you are growing up steadily...it's a process that takes time...and it goes on so slowly that you won't even know that you are growing actually...=D..and another thing about being naive...i can also be quite naive sometimes...hahaha... so you're not the only one k...it's a good thing that our Heavenly Father is always there to guide us...so look to Him, and He will help you...=D...

Zoe said...

awww... audie, thanks dear :)
yeah, it takes time to grow up, a life long process. LOL
am not so worried bout growing up ler.. But, things happened lately.. Cant run from the fact that I need to grow up LOL
All I can do now is.. PRAY
Hopefully He listens to my prayers :)