Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Smile and the Whole World Smile with You!

I've been tag by Lobhie.
Okay, I am ignoring all those previous tags because they are too lonnnngggg! XD
I'm lazy la, okay? =)
This is a lil shorter and I shall do it.

I hate it;

1. I hate it when I woke up in the morning and I find out that its school day!
Yes, I seriously hate it. The first thing that comes up to my mind every morning is...
Can I skip school? Of coz I cant! == Morning school class should start at 9 instead of
7.30! Every student will love to go school by then. =)

2. I hate exams! I hate to burn the midnight oil! I hate to stay up late until I fall sick!
I hate the whole process of exams. I hate getting back exams paper too. Getting back the
marks are worse than sitting for the paper. I hate to see all those silly mistakes that I've
done in my exam that cost me alot of marks. Its frustrating! LOL!

3. I hate it when my family members dont like my boyfriend coz he is a malay.
For the 1001th times I'm telling, he is NOT a malay!! Okay?
He's mix. Chinese + Indian. :P
And, I'm still young. Stop talking bout marriage and converting. ==

4. I hate my craving for food. Its a bad habit I guess. LOL!
I cant stop thinking of the food that I want to eat and I'll irritate others bout it.
The cravings always distract me when I'm revising during exams. Haha!
Seriously, I've not been drinking bubble milk tea for one month plus!
I'm so sad bout it. =(

5. I hate that I'm very LOUD, STRAIGHT FORWARD and SENSITIVE!
I'm always talking toooo loud in the class. Its irritating, okay? I may be irritating people
who are studying. Straight forward? Yes, sometimes people might think that I'm rude.
But, I really cant stop myself from saying out my point of view. Some can keep quiet and
talk bad bout that person at the back but I cant! I hate means I hate. No point keeping it to
myself. LOL! I'm superior sensitive I guess. Well, I get hurt easily lor!

I love ;

1. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!
LOL! I'm addicted to him. I can never get enough of him. =X
It might sound stupid that I say I really love him.... but I really do!
I think I'd better stop here. Its too much bout him lately in my blog. Hehe!

2. I LOVE MY FRIENDS.
I dont really know who are my true friends actually. Perhaps, I have none!
Well, I'll never know how my friends feel bout me but I love 'em!
Its fun to have someone to joke with, to laugh with, and to eerie together. =)
I'm blessed to have them in school.

3. I LOVE HOODIES!
Another addiction of mine. Its weird la.. I know! But I cant stop myself from falling in love
with hoodie clothes lor! Haha!
I spotted one very nice hoodie in Padini Authentics last Sunday. I cant stop thinking of it till
now! I want it... =(
I'm not calling baby to buy for me again d la.. He just bought one for me the other day.
But... Yerrrrr!!! I really want it lor! ==

4. I love sleeping and laze around doing nothing.
I'm lazy. It explains all. =)
The best hobby in the world is sleeping I would say. It is soooooo essential to life and no one
can resist the temptation of sleeping. Its so seductive lor! Haha!

5. I love reading love stories!
Ooohhhh~ Aaahhhh~ The romance in it. Wahhhhhh!!
Simple irresistable. =)
Its so dreamy and full of fairy tales. And.. The prince charming in the story is every girl's
dream I would say! XD

I'm not tagging anyone as usual. =)

Monday, September 22, 2008

Another Day....

Another day has gone.
Its officially less than 50 more days to go. 49? ==
I'm pleased with my Sej, English and EST marks.
I was surprised that I actually scored that well for Sej. =)
I'm proud of it! LOL!
That 3 Science subjects is not here yet.
I still can feel some serenity before they arrive.
*bliss*

Again, please stop spreading rumours bout me.
I know I love to manja with my bf.
So what?!
Must I get your permission to manja with him?
Are you my bf to judge me?
Did I manja to you?!
Go fucking get a life!




Boiling point...

Emo-fied

I'm currently having severe mood swing.
Yeah, aint in the mood now.

Yesterday was the worst outing I would consider.
Everything was so fucked up until I end up crying in the mall. ==
Yes, note that, I cried in Jusco!
Perhaps I was being too sensitive but I was really hurt.
I cant take it anymore. I cant stand it anymore.
I've reached my maximum point of tolerance.
Yes, I cant smile to him anymore.
I will never go any outings when he's there too!
Sorry, I cant be a friend with him.
Thats it. Its OVER!! =)
And I'm stubborn!
Hate me if you want!



I cant sleep yday night.
I closed my eyes and kept on thinking what happened in the afternoon.
It was tough to fall asleep.
I ended up sleeping with the song 'Twinkle Twinkle Lil Star' repeated numerous number of times sang by him.
All thanks to my love!
I was just glad that he's always there for me.
Protected me from everything.
Hugged me tightly when I'm crying in the public.
Wiped my tears for me.
Consoled me with sweet and warm words. =)
Hold my hands and never let go.
Promised that he will sayang me forever!
Changed my tears into smile.
He's my life, my soul, my boyfriend, my EVERYTHING!


I love you!

Depression

I'm emotionally sick
right now!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Rest & Rot

Its finally over.
Let's rest and get rot together! LOL!
Yea, I know I shouldn't resting although its over.
But I'll take this week as a holiday! =)
*bliss*

My hair falls abundantly throughout the exam.
There's a small lil hole in the middle of nowhere. ==
Severe hair loss. Oily face. Big eye bags. Lil pimples.
That's disgusting!
All those Pre Exam Syndrome and Post Exam Syndrome pathetic!
Yea, I HATE IT! hehe.

I'm tired shit now.
Slept for 3 hours yday night and have 2 tt till now.
My brain is a lil unconscious d! LOL

Gonna crawl to my bed now.
Bye, people!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Add-On

Boohooooo!
I'm going to add on my list of flunking subjects.
Yes, I totally wrote shit in my Physics tdy.
Its predictable though.
Its Thursday today!
Which means...
... Bubble Milk Tea! =)
Thursday night, milk tea night!
I realized that I have not been craving for it for such a looooonggggg time d.
*peace*
my dear bf asked bout where to get bubble milk tea yday.
Yeah, it indirectly made me high again and I kept on thinking bout it until I got disctracted from Physics. XD
See, how important is bubble milk tea to my life!! ==
And yes, I'm so happy that there's night market today!
I'm counting my days left in my Secondary school life.
And I realized that I'm leaving school sooonnnn.
So soooon!
Suddenly I felt like I'm a lil too old for school. Its weird.
For years I'm been yearning to skip school, to have more holidays and now...
.... I wish I could have more time to spend in school. =)
I love ma school!!

Things cant be better for me and him right now. =)

I suddenly felt soooo in love with somebody until I cant get rid off him from my mind.

I can even smile to myself when I thought of him!! =D

Yea, I know its disgusting... But I'm lovin' it!!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Gave All Out

I'm sick of PHYSICS,
people!

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.

Its holiday tmw...
...which means,
-I got one extra day to study Physics.
-I have to suffer for another day coz my exam is delayed.
-I have to go to scul on Saturday to sit for my Add Maths paper!

Okay, since exam is going to end soonnnnnn...
I'm counting down the papers that I've screwed.
I'm proud to say that I've screwed...

1. BM paper
Yes, its rare to hear that ppl screwed that paper.
I suck in BM. I scored only 60++ for my previous test.
Pathetic huh? ==

2. Sej?
Pn Low gave us alot of tips but I still talk shit in my essay questions!
3. Biology paper
Its normal to screw it.
So, no comment.
4. Accounts definitely!
I can only balance 2 questions.
The rest? Forget bout it!
5. Last but not least, my dear Chemistry.
Its as tough as usual.
Its pathetic as usual.
Its dreadful as usual.
Throughout this 2 1/2 week,
I cried, I cursed, I regretted.

I cried for the afternoon on the day before Bio paper.
Why?
Coz I cant finish up my syllabus and I had a severe headache.

I am not a perfectionist but I always push myself too hard during exam. =)
All I can do is still holding on toughly to finish it up.
Luckily, baby is always there.
Thanks bi! =D

The stack of file that I adore the most.


Yours truly. =)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Trippin' Poppin'


8 more papers to go...
I'm glad that its the last week.


I MISS BLOGGING!!
=(


Alot of things had happen throughout last week.


1. I'm so sorry what happened to Roshini's family.
Be strong alright, girl? I'll always be here for you.

2. My parents met an accident last Thursday.
It was serious. My Merc cant be used anymore.
My parents were admitted to the hospital.
My mum got the big big plaster on her neck.
My dad got internal bleeding.
Yes, they're still in the hospital until now.

3. My house got another new laptop, another new comp.

4. I'm sick throughout the week.
Muahahahahah! Its not the first time. =X

5. Last but not least, I miss.....
my boo, my boo, my boo, my boo, MY BOO!!!!!!!!!!


Only both of us, can? =)

Rendezvous with you...

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Missing In Action?



I'm back, people!
I've got to admit that I've abandoned my dear blog for such a long time.
Trials is taking up most of my time plus my comp at home is spoilt.
I'm currently updating at my mum's office. =)


Today's exam is only Perdagangan.
Thus, I decided to skip scul!
But.... there's something important on today.
Some pegawai is coming from KL to do a survey or somesort like a diagnostic test for EST!
Due to laziness and tiredness, its considered as not-so-important anymore.
*peace*


I repented yday!
*big applause, please?*
Okay, back to my story.
I've been driving to tt recently and whenever I want to park my car...
...I'll call baby come out from tt and park for me! =)
Yadah.. Yadah.. I know I'm useless lor!
Coz I can spend 15 minutes to park my car and end up my car's butt is toooooo 'kiao'!
Then then then!!
Yday when I go for Einstein tt, as usual la...
I called baby to come down and help me to park my car.
But this time, I'm the one driving, not him! XD
He's only sitting by my side giving instruction, turning the stereng and changing the gear!
I felt so proud after parking my car!
Muahahahahahahah!


I felt like shouting out loudly,

I MISS YOU, BABY!!!


Back to books. =(