The Climb

Life has not been a bed of roses for me lately.

There's moment that I hide under my blanket and cried my eyes out at night.

Heart aches. The worst nightmare ever :(

But, things are getting better now.. :)

Realized that life isnt that easy afterall. Decisions have to be made.

And.. we've gotta be strong to go through it.

We'll both be stong, dont we? :)

Moving on to the other part of my life.. AS!

Two more papers to go! Weeeee! 

10th of June, I'm counting down :D

Wouldnt say I've done my best for this exam. 

Was really careless for every single paper! FML 

Usually I'll only read wrong question, answered the wrong thing...

BUT today, I miraculously FORGOT to answer 2 questions!

Didnt know what is in my mind, didnt flip to the last page of the question booklet..

Ahhhh, I'm awesome like that! D:

Drama queen :P Awwww, I miss cow cow! :(

Randomly found this pic in my sis's folder. Wonders when she became my stalker too? :P

Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

Lost

I'm lost, confused.
What have we become? :(
Cold feet, trembling hands..
Heartaches and tears..
Time, I need you.
How I wish I can sleep all night, dreaming bout us.. and will never wake up to face the reality.
And... its definitely not a good time to face all these while I'm having AS..
Crap!

One week!

One week. Seven days.. Till AS arrives!
Boy oh boy, just imagine the days after AS :D
*jumps in excitement*


List to do after AS :

• SHOPPINGGGG! :))))) I miss the adrenaline rush in buying things. Awww!
• Movies! Ahhh, I miss sitting in the cinema :P
• Cut my hair! I need to trim my fringe. For real, I need side parting.
• Sleep whole day, worrying and thinking bout NOTHING. Woah! 
• Go for makan sessions with Daryl. Ice kacang. Ice kacang. ICE KACANG ♥
• Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight. I dunno how but I need to :( And I just realized I've just contradicted my previous activity = =
• BURN my notes. How I wish I can :( 
• Last but not least, celebrate my birthday! Last year as a teenager T___________T

*slaps self* I've got one more month to go through before my AS ends.. Gotta stop dreaming and hit the books now.